I woke up in my bed. I looked over my bed seems so empty since I kicked him out of my room. I do feel bad. He sleeping on the couch. I got up and did my morning route. I pick a black tee-shirt, black skinny jeans, black leather jacket and ankle boots. I got in the shower. I turned it all the way up to extremely hot. I got out and got dressed in my outfit. I just straighten my hair. I walk out of my room and down the stairs. Surprising the kids hasn't been crying at all. I then noticed why. Jacob was sitting on the couch with both kids in his arms sleeping. They kids were also sleeping it's really cute. I grab my phone and took a picture. I took the kids and carry them up to their bed. I then grab Jacob. Yes I can pick Jacob up don't act so shock. Dancing does help you gain muscle. I carry him like a groom would carry a bride. I got him up to our bedroom and settled him down. I put the covers over him. I lightly kiss his temple then left. The house seems so quite. I never thought it would be this quite. I tried to think of ways to make this work. I couldn't think of anyway. I sat on the couch watching some random show. Then it hit me. Maybe we should just split up. But I don't want to. Then again it's not like he would get another promotion like this. I grab the phone and call someone who has been in my shoes.
"Kenzie I need your help" I said into the phone.
"What's up sis" she asked.
"So Jacob got a promotion for his job but we have to move in order for him to get it" I explained.
"Well first congratulations second do a pro and con list that always helps me" she said.
"OK OK I see what you saying" I said. I hang up. I grab a paper and pen.
Pros
More money
Bigger house
Fresh Start
New people
Dream car
Collage money for kids.
Cons
Moving
Packing
Leaving family
New house
New people
Going across country
So there really no defined line between what's good and what's bad. I really don't eat to move. Who moves after being here for so long. Sure people do it all the time I mean I did as a kid but I don't want to do that to my girls. Why can't life be simpler. I decided to make breakfast for us. I went in and cook eggs and bacon with toast. I was about to finish when Jacob came down. He kissed my cheek.
"Hi" he said I smile at him.
"Hi how did you sleep" I asked him.
"Great but somehow I ended up in the bed I'm sorry" he said apologize.
"Babe it's OK I put you in the bed" I said making a plate. I sat down.
"So I been thinking about this job" I said.
"I think we should split up" we said together.
"Wait you mean it" he asked. I nod.
"I mean it's obvious that you want this and I don't" I said.
"Yeah I see what you are saying I want you to be happy" he said I nodded.
"So why don't we go our separate ways" I said.
"I think it's for the best" he said. I let a tear slip.
"Come here" he said we stood up and hugged each other.
"I love you" he said.
"I love you too" I said. We split apart.
"So now we got the Settled now we just need the rest of the things" he said. I nod.
"How about we discussed it over dinner" I said. He nodded.
"I will see if Kendall can babysit" he said. He grab the phone and call her. Soon he was done I finish eating.
"She said she will" he said coming back to sit.
"So this is it for us" I said.
"I guess so don't worry you will fine" he said. I nod crying.
"Will we meet up again sometime" I asked him.
"Of course how about this why don't every time me or you has vacations we come and see each other" he said.
"Good now no more talking about this until dinner until then let's not tell anyone until we make sure this is what we want and everything is final" I said he nodded. He went to work while I stay home crying all day this is seriously happening. I know me and Mackenzie has grown up without a father figure and we did pretty good but I don't know how my mom did it. At least he will still be in the kids life. Unlike my father who never called us. He totally wiped off the face of the earth. I came up with a few ideas how we can do this. I'm ready for tonight to come. I went up stairs to see my girls sleeping together probly for last time. I pick up Madison and Madeline.
"What ever happens tonight what ever we decided your father will be in your life" I said they just look at me. A tear slip and Maddie wiped it away. If I had to choose who I want to live with me I couldn't. I put them down and grab my phone. I went through my gallery to see pictures of me and Jacob from when we first met to now.
💠hey guys another chapter the dinner part in the next chapter. Thanks to Chloefann290 for these ideas💠
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