NOTE: these are jayson oneshots, meaning that each of these chapters will have little correlation to one another, and absolutely no links to my other jayson fic (blisters)
tags: smut, blowjob, cozysex :), this one is pretty long so take a seat haha, you can skip to the smut if it's too long
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Jack's thighs were firm and warm under Grayson's head, paleness matching with the snow slowly falling outside and gathering on the windowsill in a small pile.
Grayson liked winter. It was cozy and quiet.
However, winter also meant Christmas, which meant a lot of stress for both of them. It got pretty hectic during that time for Jack's barista work, but he'd managed to get used to the rhythm of the Christmas rush, so he was doing a bit better these days. His boyfriend was much better at handling stress, however he could tell he'd had a rough week.
Jack liked watching soccer every night. Grayson wasn't too interested but he still watched with him, though halfway through the match, he let his head rest in the man's lap and nudged him until he ran his fingers through his hair and gave him a lazy scalp massage. It was intimate, and they both felt like they were spending quality time with each other.
There was barely any pressure at the man's fingertips tonight, though, and the soccer game didn't seem to captivate all of his attention. It was unusual. Grayson's eyes darted up from time to time, and he could see the slight furrow in his brow.
He could feel, under his head, how tense the man was.
His boyfriend wasn't like him, and had he continued to look out the window, Grayson may not have noticed the change in his demeanor.
Jack liked keeping things to himself.
He had this idea of manliness that sometimes held him back, but Grayson couldn't blame him for it. He'd had a tough childhood, had been teased about his appearance on an almost daily basis, had had his confidence torn to shreds.
When they'd started dating, Jack still had a lot of self-esteem issues, which Grayson didn't completely understand at first. But he'd consoled him and stayed during tough times. Grayson had loved him then, and there they were today. In love.
The thought made Grayson smile.
He wanted Jack to relax tonight, and more than anything, he wanted to love him the way he'd loved him then.
"Rough day at work?"
"Yeah," Jack mumbled. He could hear that he was upset. "The usual."
Grayson often dropped by the coffee shop where his boyfriend worked during lunch break. It was relaxing, and more than anything he was happy to see Jack. However, he didn't come as much these days for a simple reason: the coffee shop was packed. If for him, someone who didn't work there, ordering his cup of coffee turned out to be stressful, then he couldn't imagine what it must be like for his boyfriend. And while Jack usually did pretty good with stress, he had his limits, too.
