•We arent good• (Tamaki x Haruhi)

4. It Starts To Kick In

A few weeks had passed since then. Life is getting better... or is it death? Well I'm technically undead so I guess its both. I haven't been talking to Tamaki either, I miss him. I want him in my life but I don't want to hurt him. My dad hasn't questioned me yet so that's good. Ryuuji has helped me a lot, keeping me fed.

Well out with the boring stuff, to one day of school. About a month after I had turned. I satt in class, walking in late. This was one of the two classes me and Tamaki shared. I hated those classes. I sat down in my usual seat, in the back where there aren't a lot of people. Tamaki sat next to me. He spoke, "Hi Haruhi." He turned to me and forced a smile.

"Hi... Tamaki." I usually tried to keep words at a minimum, the more I speak the more I want to feed.

"How come you left the host club?" He tilted his head, innocent as always.

"I have my reasons." I looked away from him, wanting to cry.

His smile faded. "Well you can still visit y'know. You left out of the blue."

"I don't want to." I responded, starting to get mad.

"You left me. Why did you do that? I have done nothing but love you! You had no right to leave me or the host club!" He snapped, letting out his hurt feelings.

"I had every right! Now leave me alone!" I got up and stormed out of the class. I could feel my heightened anger starting to show. Part of me wanted to rip his throat out and part of me wanted to tell him.

"Haruhi!" Tamaki chased after me.

I ran outside of the school, he continued to follow. He caught up to me, grabbing my arm. "Get off of me!" I yelled at him and yanked at me.

"Since when were you so ignorant and fast and strong!? What happened to my Haruhi!" Tamaki looked like he was about to cry.

"That Haruhi died a month ago! And you failed to notice!" I clenched my fists, not noticing what I was saying.

We both stood there in silence. Ryuuji just happened to be skipping school that day, he always stood outside and never went in. He walked over. "What's all the yelling about, babe?"

I hated it when he called me that but it was all apart of the act. "Nothing."

Tamaki started to be enraged. "You did this to her! Is he black mailing you or something?!"

I knew my next words would break his heart. But for him to be safe from me, I would have to say it. "No! Unlike you, I love him! I never loved you!" Me and Ryuuji walked off.

Leaving Tamaki, alone to his thoughts. Broken Hearted.