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*Carolina's P.O.V. sorry Nico's coming out a little later :(*

I woke up to the sound of birds chirping and slowly open my eyes to immediately shutting them due to the bright sunlight behind the blinds.
"ughhh" I groan and shift to the other side of the bed

I sigh and look up to the ceiling
"today's gonna be a long day" I whisper to myself, not forgetting what I had to do today.

I drag myself out of bed to the nearby bathroom to do my usual routine. Brush teeth, wash face, brush hair etc.
After I'm done with everything, I walk downstairs to see Andrea made breakfast already
"good morning sunshine" she says chuckling, sipping her coffee afterwards

"Good morning" I mellowing reply

"Girl I know you're still upset, but come on I made waffles!" she says pinching up a waffle to her face
I smile and sit in the empty seat next to her and she returns the smile

I pick up my plate and set 2 waffles on it with a bit of sliced bananas and strawberries
Interrupted, Andrea gets a call.
She looks at her phone and looks at me stunned

"It's Andrew" she says looking at her phone

I drop the strawberries on my waffle and try to snatch the phone

"No we're not answering, I want his "sorry ass" to come and apologize front and center" she says holding up two fingers and squeezing them closed

She texts him to meet us at home and he agrees, saying he'll be here in half and hour.

"Please, I know you're angry but don't let him see your emotions that much Carolina, But when he leaves, we're going to the mall to feel better" she says make cash raining hand motions

I look at her smiling, sniffling and go upstairs to change.

I get upstairs to my closet to pick out my white off the shoulder long sleeve, black and white striped pants, and my white slip ons. I head to the bathroom to curl my hair a bit, just loose waves. I do a soft makeup look, no foundation just concealer to not hide my freckles.

After all that time, I check my phone for the time to see about 8 missed calls from Andrew about an hour ago but whatever he's coming anyway

As I go through my Instagram feed, I hear the doorbell ring.

To the sound I get startled and realize that it's Andrew.

"Carolina! Andrew's here" I hear Andrea call for you

I inhale and exhale a deep breath before opening the door.
As I walk down the stairs, all these thoughts are running through my mind about different scenarios that could happen until I meet him at the door
My eyes burn of tears with a blank expression on my face to see Andrew doing the same, holding a bouquet of flowers in his arm

"Carolina I'm so sorry I can explain! It didn't mean anything at all" He apologizes to me trying to reach for my hands

"No," I choke out "you did this once already" I say wiping the stray tear from my cheekbone

"you're not a weak bitch Carolina" I repeat to myself in your head over and over again

"You know what Andrew, I'm done. I don't want anything to do with you anymore" I say yanking my hand back to my side. I've had enough of this

"No Carolina please" he says offering the flowers to me
"No you totally wasted 2 years of this relationship after I did everything for you" I express.

I feel all the tears running down my hot cheeks, feeling the heartache but I know this isn't what's best for me. I sniffle and exhale

"No that's it, Goodbye Andrew" I say closing the door only that his foot got caught in the door way
"Please Please I promise I'll change! No more drinking No girls, No-" I cut him off

"Bye Andrew" I say kicking his foot out of the door successfully having it shut and locked it

He is still banging on the door apologizing over and over again.
I lean my back on the door, slowly sliding down it, processing everything that just happened.

"Carolina, I'm so sorry," Andrea comes to my side, "I know it hurts right now but we both know it was for the best" she says putting her arm around me which causes me to burst out into tears realizing that it's actually over

"I d-didn't want him to see me w-weak" I cry out
"I know I know" she says

after a couple minutes like that, she suggests we go to the mall to feel better

"Carolina come on we're going to the mall, forget about stupid Andrew, you can dress like a hoe now fuck him girl" she says trying to cheer me up
I smile, "Andrea I don't know"

"Nope come on let's go upstairs to clean your mascara you look like a raccoon" she try's to get a giggle out of me reaching her hand down to help me up

"haaaaa okay" I smile up to her and take her hand
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"okay okay bitch I see you" she says as I flip my hair side to side
I'm trying to feel better about myself and overall this situation I'm miserably stuck in but Im so thankful I don't have to deal with this alone.

"Bitch you look hot" Andrea says admiring me from head to toe as I laugh
"okay let's go" I say and we head downstairs to get my phone and purse and she does the same

Hopefully today turns out okay, I'm still upset but I got to be the bigger, better person, Im not a weak bitch.
Andrew was a part of my life but now he's not, now I don't have to worry about having to take care of someone or having to worry 24/7 about if I did something wrong. I now have a chance to focus on myself, like I never have before.

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SORRY THIS WAS A LONG CHAPTER LOLOL

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