Am I happy? (Sequal to 'The girl') -=+=Gaster!Sans X Reader=+=- [DISCONTINUED]

Chapter 9, Not exactly waking up

=-=Your POV=-=

My eyes flung open, being met with a hospital room, a 'beep' filling the silence of the room every second, I tried to let a word out but nothing slipped out of my mouth not even a noise. It took me a few minutes to realize my position, I was staring at the ceiling but I felt weightless like nothing was supporting me underneath. I turned my head to look next to me but it caused me to flip around and to be met face to face with a... well face. I would've screamed if I could but instead, my only reaction was to move up slightly. My breathing paced as scanned the face, letting it sink in.

'It's me!'

I was staring at.. me. I was lying in a hospital bed,  bandaged up and hooked up to machines. A sense of panic washed over me, thoughts rushing through my mind. This had to be a dream! One of those out of body experiences people talk about! This... This just can't be real! I closed my eyes tightly, hoping when I opened them I'd be back in bed and this would all be over.
To my dismay when I opened them, I was still in the hospital room.

The door suddenly swung open, making me jump, and a few people (well most monsters) rushed in. Toriel, Sans, Frisk, Papyrus, Alphy, Undyne and a few other friends... all followed by G. They all crowded around the bed, G standing at the bedside, He was going to reach for my hand but Sans quickly took it instead, glaring slightly at him. I tried to speak out to them, but no words came out. I tried to step in front of them, but it was like I wasn't even there.

"What happened?!" Undyne shouted, she was going to slam her fists onto the bed but was stopped by alphys,
"It was just some crazy girl..." G simply stated, his eyes glued to my unmoving face.
"And you did nothing to stop her?!?!" Asked a hostile Sans, his eyes twitching 
"I..." G was stuck on words, for once in his life he didn't know what to say...
"SANS?! IS THE BIGGER HUMAN OKAY?!!?"
"We'll see Pap..."

Although for nearly all my life I wanted to stop existing, wanted to be invisble to everyone... wanted to just die... I truly didn't want this now. Right now I wanted to scream and yell, I wanted everyone to see and notice me. Be careful about what you wish for right?
'I'm here!!!'
'Can't you see me?!?!'
'Please, I'm okay!!!'
Nothing was working... I felt tears brimming my eyes, I wanted them to know I was okay.. I wanted to tell G I still love him, I wanted us to laugh about how stupid he was and make up... I wanted our wedding to happen...

Suddenly, a force pushed me into the corner, as whispers filled my head, I felt like screaming again, I held my head and shook it to the sides. One whisper suddenly stuck out.. a soft but stern voice... Two words appeared in front of me, one saying "Continue" the other saying "reset"

"Decide."

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*SCREAMS* I FINALLY GOT THROUGH WRITERS BLOCK OH MY GOD, AFTER A YEAR, OR TWO, OH MY GOD, AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

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