Tomika is cool and care-free girl but deep down in her she has a big secret. This secret could test the friendship she has with Zack, Summer, Lawrence and Freddy. She has kept it a secret since she has been friends with them but aren't all secrets s...
Sweating and panting, I wake up from my nightmare and clutch on to pam lamb for dear life. I hate waking up like this but it has become a routine since I've been put in this wreckage and dump people call an orphanage. I see that my alarm says it's 5.00A.M. I get out of bed and go have a shower. After my shower, I tiptoed down stairs and made everyone breakfast but I had to do it by standing on a chair because I'm so short( curse my short height). I made pancakes for everyone and waffles for the staff and grab a cereal bar to go.
I grab my backpack and walk out the building and go to my secret place as I have an 2 hours before school starts. It's a place where my mum always used to take me when I was little. After walking for 10 minutes I arrived at the forest and went and sat at the treehouse my dad made when he was little. It's my home away from home. I sat down a took out my sketchpad and started drawing and drew
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all my drawings mean something deep and meaningful to me and are always in black and white as I don't have enough money to buy colours but it makes more meaning behind it. this one means that I'm broken on the inside and I wear a mask to cover up the depressed me and show that I'm happy and your everyday stereotypical girl.
this place is where I cut and the only place where I can be free from the world. I cut every morning, which means now. I slit my wrist with the razors and cover it up with a bandage and leave to go to school.
At school I meet summer by her locker. She is wearing
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gosh she has a perfect life. I wish I could have her life but she is amazing and I love her.
I walk up to her and say
T: Hi sum
S: hey tomiks, how are you?
T: ( I wanted to say my real feelings but I cant) I'm good.
???: HEY GIRLS
T&S: HI BOYS( zack and freddy)
F: How's my little sissy and how r u sum? ( while messing up tomika hair)
T &S: GUD
zack protectively put his arm around me and said
Z: Sum likes freddy doesn't she Mika?
T: yh she does don't tell her I told u but she has a massive crush.
Z: well then lets get to class.
T: ok Zia( A/N this nickname is from his full name zackariyah and she shortened it. that's not his real name I made it up)
The day I went on like a normal school day, well except for lunch and then I went to go meet them but I didn't no some people where following me.....
A/N who do u think the people are and what happened at lunch.
