Mr. Wine & Ms. Coffee

Chapter 7||•Help Me•

Your PoV

"What are you doing here?" I ask someone that i definitely know who is it.

"Welcome home." My mom said. I just nod.

"Mom, why is he in our home?"

"He was searching for you."

"I'm tired. I dont want to talk with him."

"Honey, dont be rude. He had waited you for so long." My mom said as she gives me a glare that only me who can see and it really scared me. I sigh, agreed to meet him.

"Follow me upstairs." I said and he immediately follows me. Maybe you wonder why i allow stranger to come to my room. Well, he's not stranger after all. My parents had known him for three years.

"So, what do you want to talk about, Dazai san?" I ask him after i close the door to have a private talk with him. I cross my arms and stare at him. Waiting an answer from him, but he just smiles.

"You know (Y/N) chan. I'm so happy to meet you and finally can talk to you. I really miss you-"

"Just to the point." I cut his words.

"Okay. Listen. I'm sorry because i left you that day for four years and i'm sure you want to know the reason why-"

"I dont need your reason." For the second time i cut his words. I don't dare to look at his eyes because i feel my eyes are burning from holding back my tears. My throat is really hurt. I hope he doesnt know it but suddenly i feel something warm touch me.

His lips touches mine.

My eyes widen at this sudden action of him and i can't hold back the tears anymore. I let it wetting my cheeks as i close my eyes, enjoying the kiss. His right hand on the back of my neck and the other hand is on my waist. Both of my hand are on his cheek. I can't breath when he starts to deepening the kiss. He spins me around until i lay on my bed and he hovers my body without breaking the kiss. I clutch onto his brown torso, telling him to stop because i really can't breath anymore. He stops. We're trying to steady our breath each other. "I really miss you (Y/N) chan. "

'Me too.'

I couldn't stop my tears and i couldn't said that i really miss him too. But suddenly i hear someone knocks the door. We're hurry to tidying ourself as if there's nothing happen between us. After that, i open the door only reveal my mother.

"Dont close the door. Okay?" She said looking at Dazai after she looks at me. 'Okay' was my respond. And she immediately leaves. I turn around to look at Dazai.

"Please, i want you to be mine again." He said sadly.

'I want you too.'

Still, i can't say it. I curse myself for not being honest with him. Why? Because there's someone that stand in my heart beside Dazai. And i didn't know what i feel about the two of them. So i said, "i'm sorry, can you give me some times?"

"Yeah, it's no problem. I'll be waiting for you even though it takes forever. But don't make it forever please." He answers and i smile. "By the way, i should get going. I know you're tired, so, good night. Have a nice dream." He said as he walks towards the door and leave. I lay on my bed. Touching my lips, feeling the aftertaste.

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No one POV

"This is the right time to give him the answer of my decisions. I cant wait to meet him." You said to yourself while looking at the mirror. You wonder what reaction he will give to you.

You walk to the park he had told you. Your heart beating fast when you have near the park.

"Calm down, calm down." You calmed yourself as you press your chest and take a deep breath then exhale it slowly. And finally you see his brown torso that he usually wore from far. But you only see his back facing you. You wonder why he is standing while there is a bench near him. So, without thinking much, you approach him. But, when you just seven feet from him, you realize that he was talking with a woman.

'Oh maybe just his friend job.' You thought. Not wanting to doubt him.

But as you walk towards him, you see him kissing the woman.

Your heart hurts. You stop your way to go near him. Your words are jailed. Without knowing that your tears are wetting your cheeks. And you realize that you cried.

You back away, cant taking off your eyes from him. You pinch your cheek a couple times, telling yourself that this is a dream, even if you know that it wasn't.

You run off from the place, don't know where you'll go. Your mind is mess, right now. Thinking why he would do that to you after he said he regret had left you. Was it just lie?

BRAK

You bumped into someone until you fall. "I'm sorr-"
Your stopped from telling sorry after you know who's the one that you've bumped into.

"[L/N] san..." His beautiful blue eyes meeting your (your eye color). You felt the time has stopped suddenly. "Why are you running- and the most important thing why are you crying? What happened?"

And he start to shower you with a lot of questions after he helps you to get up from fell. You shook your head, telling him you're okay, but you know exactly that he knows you were lying. You cry again then he bring you into his arms.

"Shh.. It's okay. Tell me what've happened to you?"

"He.. He.. Lied." You said not clearly.

"He- what has he done to you???"

"I dont wanna remember it. It really hurts.."

"Tch..That bastard..." He murmurs. "Come with me, i'll take you home."

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"Nee... Nakahara-san." You call him and he answers with a hum. "Why did he do that to me? Why did he broke my heart for a second time? Am i really not good for him? Yeah. That must be. I'm not good enough for him, so i deserve this-"

You're cut off when he stops the car. He looks at you, then hugs you.

"Please dont say like that again. You're really a good person, [L/N] san. You deserve anything you want. But he doesn't deserve you." His eyes are full of angry when he said about Dazai without you knowing. "Don't feel like that. I'll always be there for you anytime you need me. And don't forget that i always love you."

You bury your face on his shoulder as your hand tightened on his back.

"Please help me to forget him.."

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I'm back! I'm sorry i've been busy in RL, especially because of school. Sooo manyyyy homework that i have to do until i had eye bags and my face is really scare me ';-;

So yeah... Here it is.

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I'll see you on the next chapter~~

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