Love triangle: jaegan

Chapter 9

Justin's POV:
I walk into Derek's room where I saw Raegan steam off too. He probably went in there to confront him and tell him how I'm his now and that he was going to have to go somewhere else. but what is see wasn't as sweet and brave as I got my hopes up to be.
My eyes dart away in disgust and sadness as I see Reagan, the boy whom I'm falling madly in love with, kissing someone else. everything is frozen and cold. I feel as though my whole body has been crushed by a the weight of the entire world.
J- Justin R-Raegan
J-"ouch Rae"
R-"just.." i ran out of hearing distance before I could hear what else he had to say.
How could this happen? how could he do this to me? I told him that I was going to break up with Derek. Was this some sort of payback for Derek being here or something? And with Lela, I mean I knew he was bisexual but I wouldn't picture him with her.
I'm in a rage, I'm basically throwing a temper tantrum in the hallways. In my storm I run into Derek. He's honestly the last person I want to see right now.
J-Justin D- Derek
D- "woahh what's wrong babe?" he asks with a smirk on his face and not an ounce of concern.
J-"nothing." I sniffle.
D- "I know what happened, how dare Raegan do that to my sweet baby boy.. "I cut him off before he can finish.
J-"no, im not your 'baby boy', I love Raegan and he loves me."
D- "well if he says he loves you like you say he does then why would he go around making out with another person? not really a nice way of showing ones love for another."
J- "he's just.."
he cuts me off
D- "there's not really an excuse for that."
he takes my hand and pulls me closer to him by my waist.
D-"Justin you know I would never do such a thing to you, I love you with all my heart and seeing that you've only been here for a week and you've already gotten your heart broken is telling me that you need me here more than ever."
he plants a kiss on my head, it feels all types of wrong. he then cups my face leaning in for a kiss. I pull away. if this were Raegan I'd be enjoying this much more.
J-"no."
D-"yes."he says as he pushes me into him even harder. he takes all the air out of my stomach. This isn't right, I don't want this. no. His hands find my butt and he gives it a squeeze. I'm trying my best to get away but his grip is too much. then one if his hands find my zipper and zips it down exposing my boxers. no. no. no.

Alright my lovelys I'm sooo sorry for leaving you on a cliff hanger but trust me it's about to get sooo juicy. liiike ohhh girl sipping the tea. :) see ya later. love you