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ch 10

*WARNING THIS CHAPTER HAS SOME SORT OF SUICIDLE MOMENT BUT READ AT OWN RISK*

Freddy's pov:

After she said that all i can do is just think of all the times i hurt her. All the times i made fun of her... All the times i made her cry. When i remembered her crying i looked down because i didnt want to cry even though one tear went down my cheek.

After i was thinking i decided to walk to the park. I saw something that i wish I never saw.

Summers pov:

I was walking to the park not caring what i was doing. They hurted me so bad i knew i would forgive them eventually but not now maybe not ever. I dont know what to do anymore because i dont think im good enough for anyone. As a friend, as a best friend, as a band manager, and as a daughter.

They all left me. My best friend, my friends, my band left me and they were my friends..... And my dad......... He left me and my mom. I always. wondered why and still do. My mom well i hardly see her because she is usually not at the house because i bet she doesnt want to see me anyways.

I was walking and i came across a bridge. There was two thing that crossed my mind.

1. Was to keep walking. And the 2. Was telling me to jump no one cares anyways.

So i went over the side and looked down thinking of all the stuff that has happened in my life.... How my father left. How my friends abandoned me. How my mom doesnt want to see me. And how i got my heart broken by my crush.

I was thinking untill i got interupted.

???: Dont do it

I reconized that voice.

S: leave me alone jace
J: i wont leave till you come to my side
S: no i want to do this
J: no you dont
S: you dont know so leave
J: c'mon summer plz dont do this you have so much to live for
S: i got nothing to live for
J: yes you do but if you don't come to my side its not gonna happen
S: fine

I was moving to go to his side and than i almost slipped but he catched me and looked into my eyes and i did the same.

He pulled me over still looking in eachothers eyes. He started leaning in and i wasnt. Than he kissed me but i didnt kiss back because i didnt feel amything but it did make me realize something. So i just pulled away

S: im sorry jace but i dont feel the same way i like someone else
J: its ok im sure he is special
S:yeah he is
J: well bye summer
S: bye jace

He left and i started running back to the club soda but i ran for at least 1 minute but i saw something that i didnt want to see....... Freddy kissing someone that i dont know who. So i just was starring at them with tears running down my face. And i just walked by them and when that happened he stopped and looked at me. And he saw that i was crying. He instantly tryed to take my hand but i refused it and walked away. And i thought i was gonna go back to normal summer but she is dead and forever will be.

Freddy's pov:

I saw her kiss jace that broke my heart. So i walked off wondering in the park when i saw kale and when she saw me she grabbed my face and kissed me. I didnt kiss back. But than i stopped when i saw summer she was walking pass us crying. I tryed to grab her hand but she refused it. And walked away. I cant believe it she was crying of seeing me and kale kiss. And now i just made it worst because i bet she is never gonna be normal summer again.

Now im just standing there while i see summer walk off and i see from the corner from my eye kale smirking because she knew summer would see. Now i think that i just messed up even more than i did before.

An:

Hey guys please dont kill me it hurt me while i was writing it. But dont worry everything is gonna be fine. Until next time my fello readers