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Tomika's letter

Dear tomika

Hello " best friend" wow i dont think i can say that to you anymore. Because isnt a best friend suppose to believe them. Because i dont know anymore. I dont know the definition to a best friend. Plz tell me what's the definition to that word. Because right now i dont know. But is a best freind suppose to call each other names beat them up untill they have bruises if so than you did one good job. But i don't think so because i dont think you were ever my friend. You aren't my friend and never will be hope you are happy now.

~summer~

Zacks letter

Dear zack

Hey you were my friend thanks for taking time to talk when me and tomika were mad at eachother and thanks for helping us make up. I cherished our friendship but not anymore. I will remember all those times that you were there but not anymore. I hope you are happy that i wont be there anymore. But let me tell you that i know that you like tomika. No time to deny that you liked her. I could've told her but i didnt because i knew you didnt want to throw away your friendship with her. But you got to throw mine away because im not worth of anything so it must be easy for you to do that for mine but not hers. Dont be sad that im not there so you could go and talk sh** to but remember im just a memorie nothing lese important. Because im not. So i hope your happy now.

~ summer~

Lawrences letter

Hi lawrence i hope you are happy now that im gone but remember that i still know that you like esme. Remember that promise i made you that i will help you get esme. Well i still kept that promise because i told her that already and she said she liked you back so your welcome. But what happened to my promise nothing happened because you didn't keep it... i did. So you know that i will remember u as my brother and betrayeder. Because you are both but now you are dead to me. So for now i hope you are happy that i kept my promise.

~summer~

Freddy's letter

Dear freddy

Hello freddy do you remember when we first met that promise that we made to eachother. Because i do.... I remeber that you said that you would be there for me through thick an thin.... What happened?....... Did you forget?....... Or did you not want to remember. Because i do. And i have to tell you something to. I liked you. Get that ed at the end that stands for the past. Because you are my past you are not my my future. You were though but not anymore. Because it still hurts when i remember the words you called me. It still hurts.... It hurts when i think of you.... And i thought wow you were this amazing guy but when she came everything changes you were this amazing sweet guy to this cruel mean guy. Did you know that you were the one who effected me the most... I know what your thinking oh no i thought that was tomika.... But it isnt it was you. It hurt when you called me ugly, fat, slut, whore, sells body for money. And when you beat me up that hurt also..... Really bad.... Man did it atleast appease you my pain that i felt because if it did your welcome. I hope it appeals you my tears that i had all the nights i went home and cried. Did showing my bruises to you apeal you. Did it make u feel better.... I really hope my pain and suffering made you feel better because it didnt to me. Because when i went home i always thought that its gonna change they are gonna change we all are gonna be friends again. That never happened everyday same thing call me names beat me up. Nothing changed to that. Than one night i went home saying that i hope atleats freddy will go back to normal because he made me smile, laugh and made me happy. But no that never happen. I hope you are happy that you made me think to kill myself. I hope that my cuts on my arms make you feel better. I hope my tear stains make you happy. I hope that you not seeing me makes you happy. I hope that my saddness made you happy. But thank you freddy for the past good times. I love you in the past

~summer~

An:

Hey guys hope you liked this chapter that had all the notes in there i know they are quit sad but thats how it is. Imma try and post more often but i hope you liked it bye my fello readers.