{You Choose} // Marcus Gunnarsen <3

8

Erik- lily wake up.

Lily- wait what happened?

Erik- you need to go to the hospital...

Lily- wait why?

Erik- it's about your mom.

We arrive at the hospital and I see my mom on the hospital bed not hooked up to anything.

Lily- I THOUGHT SHE HAD ANOTHER YEAR TO LIVE ANOTHER YEAR!

Brynn- Lily!

Lily- no! Just take me home! I can't see mom like this!

Brynn- LILY!

Lily- WHAT?! What the hell do you people want from me! I LOST BOTH MY PARENTS!

Brynn- Lily calm down

Lily- HOW SHOULD I MY MOM JUST FUCKING DIED!

I run out the room and I run into Marcus.

Marcus- Are you ok?

Lily- no I'm not.

I try to get out of his arms grasp but I can't.

Lily- I need to do something! Get out of my way! I CANT FUCKING DEAL WITH THIS SHIT ANYMORE!

Marcus- Lily! Don't do this to yourself.

He pulls me into a hug and I just cry in his arms.

Marcus- I'm here and I always will be.

Martinus- LILY!

Martinus ran up and joined the hug.

Martinus- I'm sorry for your loss.

Lily- ow gawd that's all I'm gonna hear for the next rest of my life.

Martinus- I'm sorry lily.

Brynn- Come on lily let's go home.

Lily- ok.

We head home and my aunt is making dinner.

I go into the bathroom and grab a razor blade.

One cut, two cut, three cuts, four, six cuts seven cuts how many more...

Brynn- MARCUS IS COMING UP!

Oh shit!

I can't...

What should I?

Marcus comes into the room and sees me in my bathroom.

Marcus- Lily!

Lily- you can't... you know what.

I run and pack a backpack and a jacket.

Lily- I will miss you. Tell everyone I loved them.

Marcus- lily no!

Lily- why?

Marcus- because we all need you here.

Lily- what's the point? I'm gonna loose another person anyways I just need peace and quiet away from the drama.

Marcus- Lily wait!!