Its already been almost 3 years Phana and I in relationship.We always happy and love each other.But on our third anniversary Phana supposed to meet me.But he didn't show up.
I know something is not right cause Phana never do like this before.I trie...
I hold Wayo hands and realize his right hand was wrapped in the bandage."What happen to your hand Yo?" I ask then take a closer look at his hand.
He snapped his hand from mine."Tell me ! what actually happen to you past this two years? tell me everything."
"Fine if that what you want. Actually do you remember the woman who is with me on our anniversary day? she actually my doctor. 2 months before our anniversary when I was working at the hospital I suddenly faint. After all the checkup, I has been diagnosis with tumor stage 3 (anaplastic astrocytoma) . And I need a surgery. I don't told you cause I don't want you to get worried. Kit and Beam also know about this. And I beg them to keep it as a secret. There's a possiblity that I might forget everything after the surgery. And the percent for that surgery to success only 40/50%. Thats why I don't want to tell you. I did all of that because I want you to hate me.I always watch you before the surgery, but you never know. Cause I always keep the distance. Kit and Beam stay with me till the day I went into the operation room. When I woke up I just don't remember anything . Beam and Forth is the one who taking care about me. They did everything to make me remember but I can't. Forth is the one who ask me to join the models contest at your company. And ask me to get a tattoo. He said that may make me remember everything. Even tho I don't understand him that time, But I do now. Only you can make me remember everything. The way you touch me last night..your kisses .. your voice..Only you ,Wayo."
"But why P? I just don't understand why you need to keep all of that from me. Why P?'' He look straight into my eyes.
"Because I don't want you to see me sick. I dont want you to feel worry about me..You understand me right Wayo. I know what I did is so selfish but I just want you to know that even tho you hate me right now. I still love you. My love for you is so strong even when I lose my memory I still fall in love with you." I put my right palms on his cheeks. I can feel his face is burning right now.
"P'Pha...dont you remember..? You is the one who take care of me when I was sick...You is the one who hug me when I'm scared...You is the one who always let me use your shoulder when I'm sleepy or crying..You is the one who always buy me my favourite pinkmilk. You is the one who always bought me a sushi. And you is the one eho always drove me everywhere.. But why you can't let me do the same for you.?" The tears in his eyes flowed endlessly. I know he's hurt.
"I ... I just thought that this is the best for you. If something happen to me." I said while bow mu head looking at the floor. I leave him because I really I don't want him to see me being sick. I rather sicks and suffer alone. Than see him worry about me.
"You bad person .. you fools.. you crazy.. you selfish... y ..you..you.....why....." He hit my chest with his small hand. Then burried his face in my chest. And he keep sobbing.
And after afew minute he fall asleep .But still sobbing even he is in a dreamland. I know what I did is wrong but ,Wayo, Please forgive me, my love. I kiss his forehead and touch his warm cheeks. I lay him on the bed .And go downstair with Beam and Forth as they said they want to go home.
"Pha..now I think you got your love again. But this time don't leave it again. Take care , And yaa remember you use to be a doctor right. Dont forget to clean Wayo hand." Beam remind me before he get in the car with Forth. I closed and lock the front door ,go to the kitchen. And wet a clean small towel then run back to my room.
I slowly reach wayo hand to see his wound .I unwrapped the bandage .Looking his hurt like this make my heartache so much. This is happen because of me. I carefully clean his wound then wrap his hand using a new bandage again. I slowly take off his shirt and my shirt. I'm not gonna do anything but just want him to sleep comfortably.. I kiss his small cherry lips and lay beside him. I hugged him from behind and my lips always land at his neck .Like I always do .I miss you Wayo..I smiled alone then fall asleep with him in my embrace.
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Wayo's pov
I can feel someone breath at my neck .Is it P'Pha .. I open my eye to ses if I was dreaming. But as soon as I open my eyes I can clearly see that face. I laugh to myself..You are stupid wayo.. I came here to kill this guy.. but end up sleep here. I don't know why but I always feels weak in this guy embrace. I feel safe..I get up and want to go to the toilet.
"Wayo...where do you want to go.? Please don't leave me." he open his eyes and got up immediately.
"P'Pha I just want to go to the toilet." I said then turn my back to him and walked to the toilet. When I'm done, I walked out and see he still sit waiting even tho he asleep. He look cute that way.
I jumped onto the bed and layed down again. He grab my wraist and pulled me to his embrace. Its so tight till I can even hear his breath. But its okay. I like it .Maybe because I miss him.
I'll never stop loving you P'Pha...
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