.. the days got colder in a way. Not in a winter way, but in an empty cold way. You could feel something was gone, a big piece missing. Magnus balcony was a place for alec to go to.
In this empty world of sorrow, that place made him feel loved and accepted. He's feet was hanging over The edge of the balcony rack and he had The view that made him think how big The world is but for some of us only one person is our entire whole.
He had most of The answers to his question, but alec could never let go. He needed to try, beacuse life without Magnus wasnt worth living. Before he can try to bring him back, he most go back to The day his life change forever, even tho he knew he wasnt The only person feeling this empty. Raphael had left, Catarina is NO where to be find and Simon, Simon thinks it's all his fault. Alec needed to remeber this day when he came to Magnus loft after Simone phone call.
( In Magnus Loft )
It's a panic room, Alec feelt such a feeling when he open The door to their home. It was a ghost feeling. Death.
Simon: ALEC!
Alec looks over The apartment it was a mess, around The Cornor he could here Raphael sobbing.
Alec: What has happend!
He takes a look in The balcony and can't belive his eyes.
The rain is pooring over Magnus body thats on The cold concrete floor. A few steps beside him is Simon.
Alec is on shock, it was as a part of him flew away he started to have hard to breath.
Alec: magn..
Simone: he can't be dead right? It was The archie demon, alec.. Ale everything happend so fast, i.. we couldnt! He attacked him from behind, and since then he hasnt woken up.
Raphael: crying.
Simon: STOP CRYING HE'S NOT DEAD!
Alec Bends slowly down the knee next to magnus. He takes his hand on his magnus face, he could feel it. The cold, empty feeling..
Simon: we most take him in, it's raining. We most call Catarina. Ale
Simon grabs alec shoulder, Alec shifts with his shoulder
Alec: NO!
Simon could hear alec voice cracking, he could hear The pain. So he lost it. Simon fell on The floor.
Alec eyes started to fill with tears, he couldnt control it anymore.
He starts to hit Magnus chested slowly but it keep geting harder.
Alec: you stupid stupid stupid warlock!
its raining heavily.
Simon tries to grab alec and pull him away from The body.
Alec: NO! Don't touch..
He takes his hands closer to Magnus Cheek and lips.
Alec: please.. please don't..
( WAR OF HEARTS STARTS TO PLAY IN THE BACKGROUND)
Alec: Magnus, wake up!!
Simon!
Simon: yes..
Alec: What demon?
Simon: archie..
Alec's sorrow went over to anger, he never felt pain this big. For every second that passed The hole in his heart got bigger. He knew deep down, he knew.. that Magnus was gone. But he had a bit of belive that it wasnt over.
Alec takes his hand and grabs Magnus hand hard, he Holds it and starts to cry. He needed to feel everything they had. The Love, The passion, the fights. It all came to him like flashbacks in his head. He would forever be a prisoner in his own memories.
Alec: you promised me, i would go first Magnus. Give me a sign, please. I can't live without you remeber?
He Leans over his face to Magnus face, his lips touches Magnus lips and he gives him a kiss while The tears still running down his face..
Alec opens his eyes, he is still over The balcony. A tear run down his face. Its More painful for every day to remeber
An archi demon attacked Magnus from behind in his own home, alec. Can't let that go. He has a plan, he knows it's not easy and it will not be. But he most try, beacuse i life without Magnus is a life without happines for alec.
Alec is going to need help, all The help he can get. He need his team.
First, he most find Simon and Catarina!
To be continuted
