chapter 1: Thinking

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lately I've been waking up and just laying in bed looking up at the ceiling and thinking what is life...

To be honest most people don't really know why there born we just think "oh my parents just wanted to have me so I can the best person in the world and become someone in this society " well to me I honestly think that's the best lie a parent could say in your face .

For me me thinking is pretty negatively. I guess it's  because the way I think sometimes for me I question what is life and why was I born I honestly think that maybe I was just the final product of what we all call a "mistake" you know when your parents just getting it on and next Couple months your mom finds out she's pregnant and now your  parents are like what are we supposed to do so they decided to keep you baby...
well... I think that's how I turned out pretty strongly.

now others will say no they don't believe in stuff like that but when I ask them why was I really born they have no good answer other then just you were ment to live on this earth to be someone...  like wow I feel so special..

it's like saying my life is only made for the best hand picked people in the world but then there's like billions of people one this earth. After hearing that you don't feel any better because it's competiting who's the better human on the earth and your basically versing the whole world and that my friend is not easy .... at all  so yehh if you want to vs the whole world do it. Now if you fail well not my fault...

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