Beautiful Disaster (Book 2)

Going Under

Willow's P.O.V

"Will!!" I was snapped out of my lyric book when I realized Avalon was talking to me. "Yeah?" "We're here boo, we're going to explore. Put your lyric book down, when you get inspired, your juices will flow and we'll have another amazing song. Until then, come with us." I put down my pen and stretched, "let's go then." I walked off the bus first, then noticed the other huge tour bus beside us. When we turned the corner, we saw a huge group of guys that were practicing. One of them stood out from all the rest. He had a leather jacket on and long black hair. As soon as he lifted his head, we made eye contact. His chocolate brown eyes were gorgeous, enough to make me stop in my tracks. "Hello, who are you guys with?" I smiled, "we're Beautiful Disaster. It's nice to meet you?..." "Oh I'm Synyster Gates, short shit over there is Johnny Christ, Zacky Vengence, M. Shadows, and The Rev." M. Shadows came over to me and hugged me along with the rest of his and my band. "It's nice to meet you all!" Avalon exclaimed, "Tonight is the party welcoming the new bands. Y'all play right after As We Are and American Tragedy." M. Shadows walked back to his mic. "We have to get on with this practice but it was nice to meet you all!" We waved as we walked towards the liquor store. As soon as we entered and I went straight for the dark stuff. Elektra and Avalon came up behind me, "So, which one did you like Grey? You were staring at Syn." I blushed a deep red, "n-no.." "Don't worry Grey, we won't tell anyone." Elektra said as she grabbed my hand. I smiled, "let's get our drinks and go back. If I drink some I won't be as nervous as I am right now." They both smiled then bought the alcohol.

As soon as we got back to the venue, we took some shots. I was pretty relaxed, "Grey, we're going to go get set up. Come on," Avalon yelled after her. I tied my combat boots then walked with them. It was dark already and when we walked to the stage Atreyu just got done. I bumped into a strong chest, almost making me fall over. "Hey! Watch out where your go-" I looked up to meet a beautiful pair of ice blue eyes. "I'm sorry! I didn't mean to!" His deep voice boomed, "I-it's okay! My fault, I'm really sorry..." He smiled extending his hand out awkwardly, "Alex Varkatza's, and you are?" "Grey Thornbird," I took ahold of his hand and shook it. "Grey! We have to go on now!" I knew it was Elektra's voice, "maybe you'll get to find out my real name." I winked as I grabbed my guitar. When I walked out, I met Gates gaze. "You'll do great," he mouthed and I blushed. Hopefully he couldn't see it threw all this makeup on my face. "Hey guys! I'm Grey and We're Beautiful Disaster!" I started strumming,

Now I will tell you what I've done for you
Fifty thousand tears I've cried
Screaming deceiving and bleeding for you
And you still won't hear me

(I'm going under)

Don't want your hand this time I'll save myself
Maybe I'll wake up for once
Not tormented daily defeated by you
Just when I thought I'd reached the bottom
I'm dying again

I'm going under, (going under)
Drowning in you, (drowning in you)
I'm falling forever, (falling forever)
I've got to break through, I'm going under

Blurring and stirring the truth and the lies
So I don't know what's real and what's not
Always confusing the thoughts in my head
So I can't trust myself anymore
I'm dying again

I'm going under, (going under)
Drowning in you, (drowning in you)
I'm falling forever, (falling forever)
I've got to break through, I'm

So go on and scream
Scream at me I'm so far away
I won't be broken again
I've got to breathe I can't keep going under