STUFF I DREW #2

RANT TIME

Woo hoo. I should be sleeping but no I don't care that I have school tomorrow and that I have to be there early (maybe. Just got a notification that I don't have to be there early until Thursday) HAHAHAHA.

Well here's the thing. I am diddly darn FUCKED. 'Scuse me. Sister went to college Monday. So now I'm an only child. Ish. And it's nothing new really. There is nothing different cuz she would just take naps or watch The Office all the time. Today was first day alone and I went a bit crazy. Started screaming about Jack playing Dream Daddy cuz I'm an imbecile. That happened.

Now.

For what I wanted to rant about....,

(I went back and re-read what I was going to rant about)

SCHOOL
STARTS
TOMORROW
AND
BAND
IS FIRST HOUR.

AND

A FRIEND MOVED AWAY

AND

I HAVE BAND WITH A FRIEND

SO

OUR AUSPISTICE (person that prevents us from fighting and keeps us stable with one another)

DOESNT

HAVE

A BUDDY TO HANG OUT WITH IN THE MORNINGS

although second semester I don't have band so I'm open then.

And I'm really concerned cuz none of us have lunch together.

Or any classes together I think.

And I'm going to be hella busy!!!

Like this is my schedule for 1st semester:

Marching band
English
Entrepreneurship
Ecology
US history
Pre Calc
Newspaper

NOTHING
ACTUALLY
FUN

LIKE NO COOKING OR ART CLASSES AT ALL

NO ART CLASSES

FOR

MY

ENTIRE YEAR

I have baking and pastry second semester

BUT STILL

I guess newspaper is ok....

It's kinda chill....

There is some art....

And creativity.....

BUT SUBSCRIPTIONS ARE DUE TOMORROW AND I JUST FOUND OUT WHAT THE FUCK THEY ARE.

WELL I HOPE I JUST SHAPE MY SHIT UP AND NOT DIDDLY DARN DIE.

AND I HAVE A SUDDEN URGE TO POST THIS HERE AND NOW

AND BAND

EVERY MONDAY AND THURSDAY NIGHT.

PRACTICE

AND THE OCCASIONAL SATURDAY REHEARSAL

AND THE COMPETITIONS

AND THE FOOTBALL GAMES I HAVE TO GO TO

AND A POSSIBLE FOOTBALL GAME THE NIGHT BEFORE A COMPETITION

AHHH

I HAVE TO BE AT SCHOOL EARLIER THAN 5 AM ON A FREAKING SATURDAY.

WAHHHHHH

IM CONCERNED

FOR MYSELF

FOR MY AUSPISTICE

FOR MY MOIRAIL (I think we're moirails)

NEVER FOR MY KISMESIS CUZ FUCK THEM.

Are they my kismesis tho? I do hate a lot of people but......not THAT much.....

AND I DONT HAVE A MATESPRITE SO WE'RE GOOD THERE.

AND WHAT HOODIE SHOULD I WEAR???

I HAVE 17 HOODIES.

WHICH ONE.

I

MIGHT

DIE

CUZ

IM SO

LONELY

END ME NOW SO I MAY JOIN THE ENDLESS VOID OF DEATH SO I CAN LEAVE THIS INSANE FAMILY THAT DRIVES ME CRAZY.

THEY ARE PLANNING A KITCHEN REMODEL AND TWO BATHROOM REMODELS.

AND THEY WANT ME TO PAINT ONE OF THE BATHROOMS AND I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT TO DO FOR THAT.

AND

MY BUDDIE

WONT

ANSWER ME

WE SAW EACH OTHER LAST NIGHT AND I HASSLED HIM ABOUT IT AND HE STILL WONT RESPOND TO ANYTHING.

AHHHHHH

AND MY MOM IS TRYING TO CONVINCE ME TO TAKE TWO BACKPACKS

LIKE I DONT THINK SHE GETS IT. I HAVE B LUNCH. LUNCH IN THE MIDDLE OF CLASS. LIKE I KNOW IM GONNA HAVE LIKE THREE TEXTBOOKS AND A 2 INCH BINDER, A 1 1/2 AND A 1 INCH BINDER, BUT I CANT HAVE TWO FUCKING BACKPACKS CUZ THAT INCREASES THE RISK OF ME FORGETTING SOMETHING AND A TEACHER WOULD BE LIKE "where is your assignment?" "Oh well it's in my other backpack see," "why do you have two backpacks?" "YOUVE GOT ME!!!"

AND WE HAVE MORE STUDENTS THAN LOCKERS THIS YEAR

AND I SIGNED UP FOR ONE SO I COULD PROBABLY DROP MY CRAP OFF AT IT SINCE MY DA CONVINCED ME TO GET ONE SO I CAN PUT MY COAT IN IT AND IM LIKE I HAVE A BAND LOCKER. I NORMALLY JUST PUT IT IN THERE AND THAT WORKED PREVIOUS YEARS BUT NOOOOO CANT DO THAT YA GOTTA HAVE A LOCKER LOCKER SO I SAID FIIIINNNE ILL GET A STINKING LOCKER BUT FUCK THAT WHO KNOWS WHERE MY LOCKER WILL BE IN RELATION TO MY CLASSES.

AND MA BE TRYING TO CONVINCE ME TO USE AN "AGENDA" WHEN I KEEP TELLING HER ITS A FUCKING PLANNER AND SHE BE LIKE WELL PUT WHAT YOUR HOMEWORK IS IN IT AND YOU WILL REMEMBER WHAT TO DO AND I AM BASICALLY LIKE I ORGANIZE THINGS IN MY OWN WAY CUZ I HAVE A BINDER WITH DIVIDERS AND ON TOP OF EACH SECTION IS HOMEWORK IF I HAVE IT SOO I JUST GO THROUGH THAT EACH NIGHT AND ITS THAT FUCKING SIMPLE. AND IF ITS NOT 3-HOLED PUNCHED THEN ITS IN THE FRONT LITTLE POCKET. I DONT HAVE TO WRITE IT DOWN. ILL PROBABLY ONLY USE IT TO WRITE DOWN BAND THINGS.

AHHH