STUFF I DREW #2

Uhhh

Yeah.....depression is great

Suicide sounds good too

I can't cut myself because you can't exactly wear a hoodie during a band performance.

My parents need to stop telling me I'm failing and why I'm failing even though I already knew.

I feel like I can't see and I can't hear and I can't speak

I can only sign

Because it's like I can say everything but not everyone will understand it

And everyone is telling me like don't do it it will hurt so many people noooo whyyyy what is going on please tell me oh go talk to the counselors oh go talk to your parents or teachers even though they are a minor part of my suffering

And one guy actually understood and talked with me and I should have saved his message because he talked about how I made an impact on him just by my sexuality

Holy shit

And another source is that I can't tell my family of my sexuality because they think it's a sin or some bull like that

And someone I most hated asked my ex girlfriend to homecoming

Thankfully she was sick and didn't go so I don't think they are going to be a thing which is dumb because she deserves someone much better than her and someone better than my trash ass because apparently I can't do shit

Everything hurts
I'm so tired
No body really understands
I'm trying to fight but I'm just so tired

I want to die so no one can see me suffering and no one can hurt me anymore. I'd sleep so well if I was dead.

And everyone is expecting me to pull this drawing out of my ass like magic and be perfect in every way even though my anatomy sucks and I don't want to hurt feelings.

I just want it to end

I'm done

I'm just

Done