A series of "Open When" letters...
To: You
From: Me
*Originally created for my best friend, but if others can benefit from it, then all the better. Please feel free to leave a comment letting me know what letters you would like to see next!
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I have never loved someone so much in life, as I love you.
Maybe that's the reason I'm crying.
Or maybe I'm crying because you're the one that gets me through everything, and I'm so afraid I'll have to navigate through the world myself. I'm so afraid of losing you, to anything. While these are exciting times coming up for both of us, I'm afraid I'm stuck in one spot and you'll zoom past me.
I'm afraid I won't be able to follow your growth.
But I know that we're strong. And we've been through so very much together, and we don't need to be close to each other to have strength together. But I'm also tired of not being able to have you physically with me. It definitely makes things hard. I know there's good in everything, and maybe these obstacles just make our relationship stronger, and help our love and appreciation for one another grow... That makes sense to me. Even though we didn't get undergrad together, I hope we can still get medical school (or even a masters program) together. I hope that this is just the beginning for us, and part of me knows that it is.
I hope college is just another thing in life that brings us together, and I hope it's nothing like Junior year. I hope nothing's ever like that. I'd like to say we're both in good head-spaces, and I hope we stay that way.
I can't believe I'm crying right now. I do feel sad when we leave for other things, of course, but I've never cried like this. Only for one other thing I remember shedding tears like this.
I know my thoughts are all over the place right now, and I honestly don't care.
Just know that I love you. And I'll never stop. And you're what gets me through every day, and without you, I don't know what I'd do. I thought I could manage if I wasn't fortunate enough to have you, but obviously I can't, because I'm crying my eyes out right now just from the thought of it.
I love you more than I love myself.
Go Coogs and Sic 'Em Bears!
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