No one told you you'd get hurt, because you're supposed to learn that on your own. True happiness is supposed to come from within, not from other people. You get told a lot of hurtful and regretful things. Yet they yield to to see what they're doing. You're in pain from not only the physical beatings but the verbal beatings coming from the ones you trust most. Then you crumble to the ground crying like a worthless piece of shit. But you only believe that because that's what your dad told you. He told you he didn't care and he'll never love you the way he loved your mom. Those words got to you because you lost your mom. You didn't lose her to a drunk driver who passed a red light like most sob stories. You lost her to your son of a bitch father who you thought you could trust. Someone who was supposed to love you, care for you, nurture you, and should have always had your back; be there to tell you everything would be okay. But in reality he lied. He's the one who killed your beloved mother with his bare hands. That will never change. HE, will never change; and thats something you had to learn on your own.
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~Journal Entries~
De Todothese are some short stories or quotes i've written in my journal, that i'm sharing with you. some may be connected or they'll all connect eventually, who knows ?
