𝕋𝕙𝕖 𝔹𝕣𝕖𝕒𝕜𝕚𝕟𝕘 | ℝ𝕄 𝕏 ℝ𝕖𝕒𝕕𝕖𝕣

Reflection.. -Six.

A/N

Thank you for reading this cringy thing.

I'm very thankful.
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Also idk if there is a warning for people who get triggered. Like razors and death and yeah.

Just heads up.

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Y/Ns POV

Days past since what happened with Namjoon. Work is still going strong. I even got a promotion. No more Friday's. But the other four days are loner. But more money means I get to have ramen and lemonade every night. And even if I'm lucky I get a cupcake. Which is normally from the one and only. Namjoon is normally busy with work. Like dancing and singing. But the spare time we have is spent well. Just like once we baked cookies. Red velvet cookies. Ones that take precious time.

*FLASSSHHHH BACKKKKK. (The caps are on. Enjoy there company.)*

Namjoons POV.

I walk into the house which is Y/N's. Even if she lets me stay at hers every day. And a smell of red velvet comes into my mind. I run to the kitchen and see  Y/N holding a packet out. "Are you ready to bake?" I laugh. penguin waddling over to her. "Um, always." She grabs bowls and spoons and other stuff. "Let's get started!" She giggles cutely and signs me to come other to her.

Y/N's POV

After we whisk. And add all the ingredients. We start messing around with the dough. That is when I went TOO far. By putting the mixture into his hair. "OH YOUR ON MISS Y/L/N!! (Your last name.)" And he pours flour over my face. "OH YOU DO NOT KNOW WHAT IS GOING TO HAPPEN TO YOU NAMJOON!!" And he pours milk over me. "Okay. That was the last. Too much." I grab the bowl and plop it into the tray. Making it heart shaped. Since grandma had the moulds. But anyway. We team work putting the tray of heaven into the fiery pit of hell. Which is the oven. We wait.

And wait.

And wait.

Until his phone beeps. And I have a advantage of looking over his shoulder. Since I'm on a stall.

Jimin🎤:

Hey!

Can you come over please!

We need to practice the dance part before we tour again!

He cute little sigh comes out his mouth. "God I wish I could spend more time like this." Then the only thing that gave me a idea. The cookies. Since the 'beep' came out the oven. "Oh! Give them these cookies! You know? But say you made it. No me. We keep our relationship secret until we both feel ready." He giggles, kissing my cheek. "Sure thing." His smile appears on his face. God. I'm a lucky person. I grab a plastic bag and put seven cookies inside. Leaving three for me. Because I'm a Cookie Monster.

"Well. Two things you need to know before you leave. One. Don't hurt yourself. And two. Love ya!" I giggle and see his reaction. "Wait. Hurt myself? Okay then. And love you too." He starts walking to the door. Why does him leaving make me feel alone? Oh yeah. He says a goodbye, opening and closing the door. Leaving me with cookies and a home to myself. Which is when a brilliant idea popped into my head. 'Bing watch anime while eating cookies and popcorn.' Perfect.

*END OF THE FLAH BACK.*

I laugh. I laugh by myself. Which makes me feel crazy. Oh welll. I change the tv channel to a movie. I get into the movie. Like too much. After the main character died I made rivers. That was when my moment was ruined with my phone going off. 'Namjoon💕' I cringed but look. Answer? Or cry over the movie more. I answer it and hear sniggering. Don't say anything. "Hello?" A voice I never heard before comes through the speaker.

God.

His friends.

No.

My lungs burn. The oxygen from the world around me stops working. "Hello??" Am I having a panic attack? If I speak I would loose my mind. "Helllooo?" I try and speak one word. "Help--" that is when my phone ran out of the only thing I need. Battery. I rock back and forward. God if they find out then it will go everywhere online. My parents would find me and try and get me into that will be always called 'Hell'. I don't want to think about that place but it is all I can do. I run my hands through my hair. The hair that got cut off once when they said I can't go out with my friends. My hands still have the scars of when they would make me feel pain. Using a razor to peal my skin. To make me think 'I should of never said anything to him that night.' That I did this to them. I Rui--

"Y/N!!!!" A voice of a wild Namjoon comes through my ears. "OH GOD Y/N IM SO SORRY! I KNEW I SHOULD OF KEPT MY PHONE WITH ME!!" His arms quickly wrap around me. His words sound weak. Crying. I turn and face him. Crying his eyes out. "God... I'm sorry.. I'm so so sorry.." Footsteps come into my head. Six boys standing there. Shocked but guilt in there faces. "Joon.. We didn't know.. We were just.. Sorry.." A voice from the person from the phone was standing there. "I guess it's time for you to know.." A voice of Namjoon. He sounded tired but worried. "Y/N.. This is my band mates.. Jungkook, Suga, Jin, Jimin, V and J-Hope.." I face the six boys standing there. "Hello!" They all say with guilt and shy all over them. "H-Hello...." Trying to forget about what happened, I slowly stand up. Well mostly Namjoon helped me, but I don't want him to take all the credit. "Would you guys.. Like to stay over for dinner.. I was just going to order something.. But I didn't really think about what to have.." They poor innocent faces light up. "Sure!!" The one called Suga said with jumpy, happy voice. "Well.. What would you like? We could get pizza?" They all nod. I walk away into the kitchen. I grab my half broken phone and call the pizza place. I just stand there. Looking outside the window. The sky was a navy blue. And the clouds were a teal colour. Which made the moon and stars stand out. I love the sky. It shows how much stuff is out in the galaxy. I feel a smile on my face. Which I only do if I feel happy or cheerful. But them smiles are plastered on. By choice. Not naturally.

They say the pizza will be here soon. So I just grab mini plates and glasses. Plus lemonade. Since that is the only drink I have. I walk to the living room and see all the boys on the sofas. Which was three. But one was a two seater. Leading me on the carpet. I normally sit down like that. But it's comfy.

"So.. Y/N if you don't mind asking.. Why did you.. Panic?" I think it was Jimin who asked that. I look down to my knees and tell them the reason. (Btw I am not telling you the reason since yeah and.. Yeah.) "O-Oh.." Is the only words that came out there tiny mouths. I nod as Joon stands up, heading to the door for the food. I sit there awkwardly. Trying not to make eye contact with anyone. Not even Joon. I just feel embarrassed to get all of them here, just because I had a massive panic attack. I'm just wasting there time. Like always. But that is me. Jin I think laid out the pizza boxes and took some slices. Of course like I do, I wait for everyone to get there's. And wait. I look up and see no more food. Pretty shocked. Until I see all of them with three pieces. I grab my glass and take a few sips. Because I can't waste precious lemonade. I take my plate into the kitchen, which thank god no one saw me move. I grab the last packet of noodles, and eat.

I turn around and see the mirror.

My own reflection is horrible..

How can Namjoon like me..?

A/N

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