COMPLICATED// CYJ [COMPLETED]

CHAPTER 19: ONE YEAR

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*Faa's pov*

As time goes by, tomorrow is our one year anniversary. During that year, we had faced many things together with the help from everyone including the members. They took care of me so much till I felt so much love being around them. I'm so glad I have them with me.

I'm glad I have everyone who loves me so much in my life. And I swear I can't live without them. If ever they leave me, I would probably die. Physically and mentally. They meant so much to me especially the love of my life, my precious, Youngjae.

Youngjae, who love me the most. Took care of me the most. Always be with me through our thick and thin.

Youngjae, who always try to make me believe that everything will be okay. The one who told me not to worry about anything especially about his fans.

Yeah, I admit we had a difficult time when the rumors about us were out. There so many bad comments because of that until JYP asks us to just break up and tell the fans that the rumors are all wrong.

It's hard for both of us, I swear. I will cry every time I read those bad comments. But, guess who are always with me telling me that all of it is not true. Those who wrote those bad comments are not true fans. Yes, it's Youngjae.

There were so many of them said that

'Faa is not for Youngjae'

'Youngjae deserve someone better'

'Faa just wants the attention from the boys and ahgase'

And many more that makes me sometime wants to give up. But, even there is so many of it, there will always have the true fans or I could say, Ahgase who backing us up. They supporting our relationship and even have a ship name for us. They backing us up and said that this is our life. 

'Youngjae deserve to be happy, so does Faa. Its his decision to have girlfriend, get married and have family. It was their choice so us as a fans should accept it anyway' (this is the best comment I ever read. Thank you)

Youngjae were so proud with their fans that support them in anything they did. Even their relationship. He loves the fan so much.

Since then, JYP has nothing to do to cover so he just makes it official. We don't have to cover ourselves either when we're out for a date. The fan loves us.

They even ask Youngjae about me during their fan meeting and he would blush right away. With that, other members will tease him in front of the fans make him more shy. I love to see him like that.

Jinyoung once send me the video when Youngjae got flustered after the fans ask him about me. He loves me so much I guess. He can't even hide his beautiful smile whenever someone mentions my name.

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Today, I woke up with smile can't wait to meet him. I miss him and the members as well. After done take bath and get dress, I walk to the kitchen planning to make some breakfast for them and unnie since it still too early for work.

Open up the fridge and getting the ingredient for pancake. Since that was the only things that have in the fridge. As I was making the pancake, unnie walk out from her room and smile.

"Making breakfast?" she yawned

"yeah.. for us and for the boys." I said as I continued making it

"Can you make it more so I can bring it to my boy too? Hehe.." she giggled

"..oh you're tutoring today? I thought they still on tour" I asked