Help me survive

4. This was the end

Stiles

I was laying on my bed. I had my blades next to me. This was the end. End of my short, but still too long life. I was finally going to end it..

I was so scared. Terrified. I had so much to do in my life but I couldn't do anything. I haven't even told Derek that I love him. Well, that is too late now.

I decided to write a letter to my loved ones:

Hey guys! Okay, maybe that wasn't a great start to this. I should be more serious but I don't want to.

Scott, my brother. I love you so much. I hope you will be happy with Isaac, you two make an awesome couple!
Don't blame yourself. It just was my time. I'm gonna see my mom, I am going to be happy.

Derek, I am just going to say couple things, so please, just read. This isn't your fault. I love you. Actually, I am in love with you. I will be watching you from the clouds. Smile more sourwolf, you look amazing with a smile in your face.

Derek

I couldn't get Stiles out of my head. He is my mate. And he is hurt. He have been cutting for four years. How didn't I notice it sooner? I should have noticed.

I had to go to see him. I had to make sure that he was okay. I couldn't do anything else. So I ran to his home. I jump to the roof, looking him from his window. He was laying on his bed. There were blades next to him. He was writing something. I saw tears in his eyes. I just wanted to open the window and go hug him. But I couldn't. I had to see what he was going to do. I just hoped he wouldn't cut anymore.

And then, he made the first cut. It was so deep. He wouldn't need to go to hospital yet, but if he did more...he could die. I crashed the window down and ran next to Stiles, tooking the blades away from him.

"Stiles! Please stop! I can't see my mate hurting, please just stop! I can't lose another person I love!" I shouted crying.

"Love?" he just whispered, also crying.