Help me survive

7.Big bad alpha wolf and a hyperactive human

Stiles

Two weeks later

I am in love with Derek. Yes, I have been in love with him for ages, but now more than ever. I am so happy that he is the one I am going to spend my life with.

My depressive thoughts are still there, but now I can almost manage them. I have selfharmed a couple times in these couple weeks, but only when my dad shouted at me and blaimed me of my mother's death.

My thoughts got interrupted by the knock at my window. Derek! I ran to open the window and kissed him deeply. It had been only 5 hours without seeing him but it still was too much. I wanted to spend every minute of every day with him. We didn't tell anyone about us yet, it was too early. But now I have started thinking about telling about our relationship so we wouldn't have to hide anymore. But only if Derek wanted to.

"Der, what do you think about telling people about us?" I asked shyly. I really wanted to tell, but I didn't want to push him. I would totally understand if he didn't want to tell anyone ever. He was a big bad alpha wolf and me, well I am just a hyperactive human who can't protect anyone.

"I think it would be great. We wouldn't need to hide anymore." he just said and smiles. His smile was everything. I loved to see him smiling. I kissed his cheek and smiled.

"Which would be the first one to know?" I asked. Maybe Scott or my dad.

"I think Scott and your dad, at the same time, if that is okay with you?" he just said. Yes! That was a great plan. I was already nervous, but still really excited.

"I'll text them to come over at 7. I could make us some dinner or we could just order pizza." I suggested.

"Dinner sounds great and I can help with it. Maybe pasta?" Just the word pasta made me so hungry. I couldn' wait the evening to come. It would go well. Right?