What Could Possibly Go Wrong?

I hope you knew whenever I say "its okay", I wish you can sense that my heart says no. That my feelings hurts. That I can literally feel something torn inside my heart. That everyday, everytime you ignore me, my heart gets weaker, its goes off a little.

Its a little dreamy, that our feelings can be turned off. That we can choose to feel anything or nothing at all. Or we can just not care or if we have given the choice, the chance, we can just turn away and run. As fast as we can. But no, you can't run, you can't escape. It keeps chasing you, mocking you and you're intimidated.

Suddenly, you lost the battle you've been fighting for, the battle to be quiet, but you withdraw and you just said everything that's needed to be said.

Its your fault.

Why?

Because you let your emotions eat you up and you let it out.

And its not that I'm that dumb.

And its not that it wasn't enough- it was perfect- a little too perfect and a little too much that he made me feel that he doesn't love me enough or atleast anymore.