Cross my heart, hope to die

Chp 12

I woke up to see the sun shinning in my eyes,
I felt a warm arm wrapped around me.
I traced my finger on the top of his hand and turned to face him.
"Good morning babe" I kissed his cheek and went to get up.
"Nooooo" he held me tight.
"Come onnnnnn" I pleaded.
"Nope not until later" he mumbled and closed his eyes again.
I gave up and just ran my hand through his hair. Messing with the purple in the front and braiding in then taking it out and redoing it.
You know what im gonna annoy him.
I grew a smirk.
"Boop" I poked his nose, he smiled.
Hmm doesn't seem to bother him.
I started messing around with his face, pinching his cheeks, messing with his nose, grabbing his lip.
"Okay you can go" he let go of me.
"YAY IM FREE!" I screamed and ran downstairs.
"Did Jayden try to hold you back?" Gilmher said drinking his drink.
"Yuppp but I got away" I said with pride.
"Oh don't get ahead of yourself missy, he has more tricks up his sleeve" he laughed
"What do you mean??" He got my full attention.
"Oh he did this with his other-" Gilmher stopped realizing what he was saying.
"His other what?" I said, I shifted my weight to my left foot.
"Nothing" Gilmher put his attention on the tv.
"Okay whatever" I walked over to the fridge and got some fruit out.
"Morninngggg babe" he put his arms around me.
"Good morning" I kept a straight face and kept walking to the counter.
"Are you mad I kept you in bed?" He asked smiling at me.
"No" I didn't bother looking at him.
Is he cheating on me?! I can't even look at him right now.
"Let go of me I have go go to the bathroom" I got out of his grip and walked into the bathroom.
"Have you talked to ya know who lately?" i heard Gilmhers voice.
"Oh yeah she texted me this morning" Jaydens words replayed in my head.
But-- he wouldn't cheat on me..
I held back my tears back and walked out.
I sat down at the counter and started eating my fruit.
Im mad, upset, confused.
I dont know how to feel because I love him...
"Bbbaaabbeeee give me kissesssss" he said going to kiss me but I turned my head so he kissed my cheek.
"Whats your issue?" He said
"I don't feel good" I got up and headed to my room.
I closed the door and locked it.
'Ding' his phone was on the bed.
Lover: hey baby
Lover: i miss our texts 😉🤤
I unlocked his phone and read his messages between 'lover'
Jay:hey baby
Lover:i miss seeing you
Jay:i know I will show you more later
Lover:okay;)
My heart sunk, I have never felt so much pain in my life.
My heart hurt physically and emotionally.
I put his phone down and fell on the floor.
Im not good enough, I should have known.
I can't believe he did this, it can't be true.
Tears strolled down my cold cheeks heating them up.
My lips quivered.
I brought my knees to my chest and put my head down.
Lover: babe don't leave me on read
Jay aka me: bye

I put his phone down and walked into the bathroom.
He's my everything,
My world
And my world just crumbled.
He stole my happiness.
**warning gets bad here if you dont like it skip**
I grabbed a razer
"Im not good enough" I pressed down hard on my wrist.
I was mad I was angry.
"He lied" I did it again below the first one.
"Why can't I just be happy" I did it again and again about four more times.
I put the razor away and sat there with my arms wrapped around my legs again leaving blood stains.
"Babe--" Jayden ran to my side when he seen what had happened.
"Go away" I pushed his head away from me.
"Babe it was a prank!!" I looked up at him and quickly hugged him.
"How could you!" I pushed him away and punched his shoulder.
He picked me up and set me on the counter.
"Im so m-" I went to speak but everything went black.

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Jaydens pov
Everything happened because of me, my stupid prank!! I sat in the hospital bed next to mia.
She still wasnt awake yet, but I can't get out of my head what I did, its all my fault I hate myself for this, she will never forgive me!
"Its not your fault. Jay you didn't know this was gonna happen..." Gilmher said sitting down next to me handing me a cup of coffee.
"Yes it is! Its all my fault! I shouldn't have done that!" I said as I saw mias hand twitch.
"DOCTOR!" Gilmher yelled.
"Mia your awake!" I sat up and grabbed her hand.
She looked confused very confused. Her eyes narrowed at me.
"Wh-o are you..?"
Her words repeated over in my head by the second.

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