Trippin'

12

The movie ends and he looks at me. I feel his warm breath on my skin. He...
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(I suggest that you are an older age like idk 13 14 maybe but whatever read all you want horny 10 year olds 😂 just know that I freaking cringed writing most of this haha)

He smashes our lips together. I melt into it but then I instantly pull away.
I can't do this.
Why?
It's not right.
Are you sure?
He whispers and kisses my neck.
Im not.
I lean my head over so he has more room.
I know this isn't right. I know this is bad. Why am I doing this. Holy shit I need to get my life together.
He kisses down to my shoulder. I feel my bra strap get pulled down slowly.
Emilio pulls me up and pins me against the wall. He continues to leave wet kisses on my neck.
My phone rings and I answer while Emilio still does his stuff.
Hey babe what are you doing?
It's Ivan.
Oh um just watching a movie with--
Emilio starts to give me a hickey and I try to hold my moans.
...Emilio.
Oh cool. Everything Alright?
Yep!
I choke up.
Okay. I'll be over in like a... Half hour maybe?
Okay bye.
Bye.
It was-- Ivan.
You're off the phone now baby you can moan.
He whispers in a sextual voice.
I moan.
Finally.
He says still whispering. He kisses my lips and asks for entrance. I slightly let him in but then I quickly deny.
You're being a tease.
He muffles while leaving a hickey right below my ear.
He asks to come in again and I accept.
He lays me back on the bed and I feel him squeeze my butt.
I gasp in his mouth but he kisses me again to shut me up.
It's been like 15 minutes and the house is filled with our moans.
I'm adjusting to his size as he goes in and out.
I grip Emilios shirtless back.
Damn you're tight.
Can you- go faster?
Anything for you baby girl
I bite his shoulder as he raced in and out of me.
I moan once again, really loudly.
He slows down, reaching his climax.
He tried again but as soon as he did again I reached mine.
I got dressed and smacked Emilio.
Why the actual fuck did I just do that?!
It was fun though.
No it wasn't. It was bad. I cheated on Ivan omg. Holy shit you cheated on Hannah! Emilio This. Is. BAD.
I hear the door downstairs open.
Holy shit Emilio we smell like sex!
I whisper yell.
Babe you up there?
I hear Ivan yell.
Uh yeah!
You mother Fucker.
I grab the collar of Emilios shirt and tug on it.
You liked it.
Shut. The absolute. Fuck. Up.
I sit on the end of my bed with my face in my hands.
Ivan walks in.
Hey... what's up?
He sounded happy then confused.
What happened?
How bout you ask your brother?
I sass then I walk down stairs, put on my shoes and helmet, go outside and hope on my motorcycle. I saved up for it. I hop on and go to this giant cliff by the private beach that my dad owns. I know, we have A LOT of property. My phone blows up from Ivan. I ignore him.

I look off into the distance of the water. (Picture above) I see a few boats and the faded land in the back.
I fucking loved Ivan.
WHY THE ACTUAL FUCK DID I DO THAT!!??
I yell off the cliff, hearing the echoes.
I'm a fuck up. I'm a mother freaking fuck up.
I repeat over and over again.
Holy fucking shit. I am so so sorry Ivan. I... am so so sorry.
My voice cracked. I know no one can hear me. I know no one can see me but what the fuck. It doesn't matter. I reach into the mini pocket of the motorcycle and grab my pocket knife. I grab a stick and start whittling it.
What do I fucking do?
I whisper.
What do I fucking do?
I pick up my phone and ring Hannah.
Hello?
Hi Hanna.
You okay?
Nope.
What's wrong?
I am so so sorry Hannah. I am a mother freaking fuck up. I am sorry.
Wait what'd you Do?
I- I... you should talk to Emilio.
Why?
I can't say it right now.
At this point I'm in tears.
You can tell me anyth-
I got to go Hanna. Bye.
I hang up.
I go into the motorcycle again and I grab a pack of cigarettes and a lighter. It's my first time ever smoking. I light it. I puff it and then I breathe out a big breath of smoke. I cough a few times. This time I let the smoke flow through my nose. This is a bad idea but of course, I keep doing it. I take another puff then I flick the end, causing ashes to fly everywhere. I pick up my phone again and ring Cam.
Hey Cam.
Hey sup?
Come to my beach.
Okay I'll be over in a minute.
K bye.
Bye.
I fucking love Cam. She gets straight to the point without questions.
After like 15 mins Cam shows up and sees me lighting another cigarette.
Gimme your lighter.
Okay..?
She pulls a pack out of her pocket and she smoked.
I didn't know you smoked.
Yeah well I started a while ago.
Lit.
So... How's life?
It's fucking wretched.
What's up?
I just fucking cheated on Ivan.
My eyes get watery.
With who?
She asked and we both taked another puff.
His brother.
No Shit?
No shit.
Damn you're cold.
I know.
This means I also wrecked Hannahs relationship so...
Well fuck.
Yep. Sounds right.
We both laugh.
Does anyone know we're here.
Nope.
Great. It's nice being alone.
Yeah.
I can't believe your dad bought this place.
Yeah It's great here.
Mmmhmm.
We should just do some crazy shit, ya know?
Yeah.
We should skydive
Mmm hmm.
She walks over to her BMX and she grabs her bag.
Here have this.
She hands me a water.
Thanks.
I say as I open it and take a sip.

AN- Wow over 1000 Words? Yay lol. Yall freaking the cringe I'm dead save me.