Trippin'

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Ivanmartinez Where are You?
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Ivans Pov (when Jay left)
What happened?
I ask Emilio.
Ivan you have to promise me that you won't kill me. Please... don't kill me.
Holy shit what happened?!
Give me your hands.
Okay...
He grabs my wrists tightly.
I just had sex with... Jay...
You fucking did What!?
I pull away and punch him right in the jaw causing him to fall. He swings at me. It goes on to a fist fight till he gives up. I run down stairs with Emilio still chasing me. I get in my car and look around for Jay. Judging by her instagram post... she's definitely at the beach.
Jay is that You!?
I yell and she looks. She waves me to come up.
Once I get to the top of see her smoking.
No baby don't do that.
I take it away and crush it on the ground.
Your all bruised.
She feels my face.
What happened?
Jay... I don't know what to say. I mean... what you did was fucked up.
I completely dodge her question.
She sits down and cries into her hands.
Baby don't cry.
I sit next to her. What she did was freaking messed up but I can't just sit there and let her cry.
Ivan I am so sorry
She has a high pitched crying voice. I wipe her tears off and it hold her hands.
Don't cry Jay.
I'm S- Sorry.
It's okay.
She holds on to my sweater and looks down. I help her stand up and I hug her.
It's okay. It's okay.
I whisper to her.
Damn I've never seen her like this.
She pulls away then looks away from me. I look at her friend Cam. She holds up her finger. I can see Jay flip her hair and wipe her face then she comes and hugs me again. I rub her back.
Ivan?
Yeah?
You don't have to pretend that you love me anymore.
Who said I was pretending?
I can't control my feelings for this girl. She cheated on Me with my brother and I still love her.
I'll let yall be.
Cam gets on her bike.
Bye cam.
Bye.
I still love you, Jay. I love you with all my freaking heart. You slept with my damn brother and I still love you.
She cries into my neck.
I love you baby. I loved you ever since I met you.
I tell her
She keeps crying. I look at her and wipe off her tears again.
You know you're beautiful Right?
I'm not beautiful.
Yes you are.
No im not.
Your right... You're Gorgeous.
She smiles.
Especially with that smile. I love your smile.
I hug her again.
You are a beautiful girl Jay. Don't let anyone else tell you otherwise.
You don't just love me because I'm beautiful right?
No. I love your personality, I love the way you talk... I really love your voice, I love how you aren't too shy, I love how much respect you give people, I love how you can name almost every type of bird, I love that you love to watch Tv shows with me, I love the way your eye color changes depending what mood your in, I love that you love animals, I love how you know all of Ed Sheerans songs and I love how you sing them to me when we drive around. I can name a thousand more if you want me to?
I feel her smile against me.
You don't need to.
Okay.
I whisper.
I pull away from her and I pick up the pack of cigarettes off the ground.
This isn't the stuff that should make you happy Neither is sex.
I know...
She rolls up her sleeves and moves her hair out of her face.
Oh baby what's are these?
I look at the long scars on her wrist. I hear her sniffle.
No, no, no. It's okay. Baby you don't have to do this to yourself.

Normal Pov
Ivan looks at the scars on my wrist from self harm. There about a week or two old. I started because school was stressing Me out.
When did you start?
He asks.
I just look away.

Ivans Pov
Don't look away.
I move her facing me.
When did you do this?
Um... one or- or two weeks ago.
That wasn't that long ago.
I know...
I kiss her wrist.
Call me whenever you're gonna do that so I can help you.
It's not that easy.
Don't do this to yourself Jay. If you need help to I'll get you it.
I don't need help.
You sure?
Yeah.
Okay.
I sit on the ledge of the cliff and Jay sits in my lap. She leans back into my chest.
I'm sorry.
Let's not talk about it Okay?
Okay.

READ IF YOU WANT ANOTHER BOOK...
AN- ik I'm uploading early but it's only bc I wrote this yesterday so yeah lol. I wanna right another story so comment below of who it should be: Martinez twins, Dolan Twins, Shawn Mendes, Cameron Dallas, etc...
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