Nobody Gotta Know

It was scary

Zach POV: 

If we didn't get out of the car I would have been fine, but this place gave me chills. To be honest the boys were not as scared as I was, they knew I got scared easily but we were at a Halloween amusement park. I held onto myself as we walked into the gates, I stayed close to the boys seeing how i didn't want to loose them. while we were walking a few time I scared myself by thinking the worse. I had no idea i had gotten lost from the group. my eyes grew wider as i stood in the middle of the creepy place, clowns running up to me i jumped and fell to the ground. laughing at myself in embarrassment I heard Jack laugh along with the others. I got up and just shook it off like it was nothing even if I could feel my heart beating out of my chest. we walked through the dark paths of the park and went on some rides and I was okay, probably because I was next to Jack the whole time. Maybe not.  when we left, like always i sat beside Jack in the car. luckily nobody not even Jack noticed i wouldn't leave his side. 

because the car ride was pretty long, i fell alseep. i didn't even know my head rested on Jacks shoulder, i didn't think he'd allow it. when i woke up it was because i heard him laugh. we were still driving so i must have just passed out. i cleared my throat awkwardly sitting up, they didn't make a big deal about it so i was cool. "Hey look whos up" Jonah said laughing as he played on his phone in the front seat looking back at me and Jack. than they all looked at me and than just continued to do their own things and when everyone had earbuds on listing to music i felt my eyes getting heavy. i was still tired, but i kept myself awake. i watched out the window but i guess Jack could tell on my face that i was having trouble keeping my eyes opened. he took out a bud and patted his shoulder "You can have a nap...your last one was only ten minutes, i get it your tired" he said with a small smiled taking the jacket off of his lap and covered me with it, plugging his ears again i ended up laying my head back on Jacks shoulder. 

when the car stopped i woke up, it was a half an hour ride and all of us were tired, well. Daniel slept the whole ride so. he might not be so tired. Jack got out meaning i got out. everyone got into the house and i went to mine,Jonah and Daniel room. and fell right onto my blow up mattress. and completely passed out. 

i woke up to the boys singing me awake, i slept in "oops!" i said under my covers. i sat up and rubbed my eyes. "i under stand! leave so i can get dressed" i laughed and got up off the mattress and pushed them out of the room. taking a five  minute shower i changed. i left the room and followed the boys out into the backyard "what are we doing today?" Jack asked coming out of the house last, thats the voice that was missing singing. i smiled and Jonah answered "just doing some mash-ups i guess..maybe do some shopping" i nodded in agreement. 

watching Jack sit beside me i played on my phone. it was hard, people better give me credit. i worked my butt off keeping my feelings hidden. 

that was until ...

After recording the mash-ups i walked into the house by myself, the boys were out back having a fire outside and singing around it. i sat on the couch by myself looking through my photos on Instagram. when i noticed who was behind me looking over my shoulder "we looked cute in that photo" Jack smiled jumping over the back of the couch and sat beside me taking my phone "good job with editing them, my hair was lookin great" he said and i chuckled "yeah, thanks. but it always looks great" i said awkwardly taking my phone back i went to a fan account, they made edits of me and Jack. i mean 'we would look cute' i thought watching the video edits. "damn, i mean..we are close" Jack smiled giving me a hug and getting off the couch. he took my phone away from me and put it in his butt pocket. "come with me" he took my hand and pulled me up and into his and Corbyns room. sat me on his bed and "so, i have something to tell you..i wanna make sure the boys dont hear"

my heart stopped...