I just got out from school, Today is Friday. But I need to go to my part-time job 20 more minutes so might as well just go straight to the cafe. Suddenly I got a text from Jeongguk.
'I MISS YOUU! ITS BEEN LIKE WHAT?! 1 DAY? ):' -Jeongguk
'I don't miss you' -Y/N
'Fine, But I was talking to this girl last night online, She's so fucking beautiful and have such an amazing personality' -Jeongguk
My smile faded..My mood went down, I stared at his text..And shut my phone without replying..
'Y/N? Y/NNN? Aii! Fine :('' -Jeongguk
I sighed deeply..I can't just not reply to him..I quickly took out my phone.
'Do you like her?' -Y/N
'I think so..WHAT DO I DO?! WE ONLY MET LAST NIGHT!' -Jeongguk
'Stop loving her...and love me'
*message not sent*
I quickly deleted that..
'Don't confess yet..Get to know her more' -Y/N
'THANKS Y/N YOUR DA BESTT ;)' -Jeongguk
'Shut up..But I'm gonna be at my part time job..So don't bother me until I text u back..' -Y/N
'OKAY! ;D' -Jeongguk
I felt like..My world is slowly falling apart. I actually thought he liked me back..But I guess he don't?
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I was back home and was staring at the short conversation me and Jeongguk had when I was on my way to my part time job..I began tearing up..I sniffled.
Y/N: "Why am I even crying?"
I wiped away my tears and messages Jeongguk.
'Im at home now.' -Y/N
'Oh- Okay' -Jeongguk
'Wanna facetime?' -Y/N
'Oh i cant- Im facetiming the girl! ;D SHES SO BEAUTIFUL OML' -Jeongguk
I clenched onto my phone tightly..
'Can we just Facetime..? I want to talk to somebody..' -Y/N
'Oh- Are you okay? Did something happen?' -Jeongguk
'You..You won't leave me right?' -Y/N
'What? Okay that's it Y/N I'll facetime you.' -Jeongguk
'Jeongguk wants to FaceTime.'
*accept*
I didn't turned on my face cam cause I'm such a mess.
JEONGGUK: "Y/N ah~ Turn on your face cam..I want to see if your okay"
My eye's we're already red puffy..I sniffled and turn it on.
JEONGGUK: "Oh!? Are you okay?! Why are you crying?!"
My lips quivered as i tried to hold in the rest of my tears..I'm so..hurt..
Y/N: "K...Kookie.."
Jeongguk's expression softens..That was the nickname I gave him when we first met..Online..
Y/N: "You won't leave me..Right?"
JEONGGUK: "Of course! Never in a million of years I would leave you! W-Why? Did anyone said something to you?"
I shook my head..And bursted into tears even more..I hugged my phone tightly wishing it was him..
Y/N: "Kookie ah..I..love......y..you.."
I whispered low enough so he can't hear..
Y/N: "so..much.."
This is the most I've cried..In a long time..But the person I love likes somebody..I can't do anything about it..
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Y/N: "Are my eye's still red and puffy?"
I asked.
JEONGGUK: "Yeah- But your still beautiful-"
He gave me a wink (through screen). I tried to hold in my smile.
Y/N: "Shut up."
I said and broke out a wide smile.
JEONGGUK: "Even your smile is so beautiful-"
Y/N: "Yahh quit playing around!"
I cleared my throat..
Y/N: "How is you and that girl?"
JEONGGUK: "I found out she had a girlfriend, But thats fine"
OH MY GOD SO I CRIED FOR NO REASON?!
Y/N: "That relationship wouldn't last anyways"
JEONGGUK: "Yahh"
I sneered and stared at Jonegguk's eyes through screen..He's just so beautiful..
JEONGGUK: "Hey Y/N?"
Y/N: "Hm?"
JEONGGUK: "I have some good news."
Y/N: "What is it?"
JEONGGUK: "I think this summer we can meet? I have enough money!"
Y/N: "WAIT WHAT!? WAIT WAIT!? OH MY GOD WHAT?!"
I was in shock but so fucking excited!
Y/N: "ME. YOU. FINALLY METTING?! OMG WAIT!! ARE YOU SERIOUS?!"
JEONGGUK: "100% serious."
He smiled widely.
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*JEONGGUK POV*
I smiled widely seeing her reaction- Cute..I sneered.
Y/N: "OH MY AHH! OMO! AND ITS ALMOST SUMMER IM SO- FUCKING! EXCITED! WHAT DAY? MONTH?!"
JEONGGUK: "Hmm I think when the first week ends of summer i can visit you."
Y/N: "AHH!! OMO IM SO READY TO HUG THE LIVING SHIT OUT OF YOU!"
Why is she so adorable? I stared at her eyes through screen..While dazing off in her eyes as she still freaks out.
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*1 month later/ Y/N POV*
It's almost summer already just 1 more month and 7 days until me and Jeongguk meet! I couldn't stop smiling already. Like- Imagine just hugging him?! IN REAL LIFE! I was smiling like a freak throughout the whole day at school now it's finally to go home. I sighed deeply while smiling.
Suddenly Taehyung wrapped his arm around my shoulder.
Y/N: "HUK!! YAH!!"
I pushed his arm away from me.
TAEHYUNG: "Why are you so happy today? I didn't spot you not smiling one single bit"
Y/N: "IM MEETING JEONGGUK 1 MONTH AND 7 DAYS!! CAN YOU BELIEVE IT?!"
I couldn't help but to just scream it out.
TAEHYUNG: "Really? Can I come?"
Y/N: "No"
TAEHYUNG: "Whatt? Why?!"
Y/N: "You barely know him, All you know is that I like him and his name"
TAEHYUNG: "I could make him like you?"
Y/N: "He can't be forced to like me! That's stupid"
TAEHYUNG: "Okay true, Fine good luck!"
I didn't respond and continue to talk home..My expression went down. If only he knew how I truly felt ..
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break the distance;; jjk
Fanfiction'I wish I can get to you without a screen cutting through'