Jackson is no normal boy, he's a boy in love. And it's with bam bam but he doesn't have the courage to tell him that he likes him but there's also a little problem in the way, jb he has the biggest crush on Jackson but Jackson doesn't feel the same...
I had to get out of there. The boys weren't behaving. I understand that's it not the biggest thing in the world but the faces they had on when staring at the girls, it was disturbing to say the least. So that's why I decided to leave I couldn't take it. I wanted Jackson to come running to me and Comfort me but I knew he wasn't going to do that. Why does he have to act this way.
I didn't really know where I was going to just needed to go somewhere where fans won't be. I love my fans with all my heart but I needed some peace and quiet. I went to a un-know cafe, about 20 minute away from jyp entertainment . I stayed there for about 30 minute or so. Just starting at the moving cars and people. I put on a hat and mask so no one hopefully would notice me.
While I was siting starting, this group of girls come in not loud though. I didn't really take notice, just to distance from everything. Then all of a sudden they look at me like I'm some kind of ghost,except one. She had brown hair, was petit and looked the oldest out of all of them. She was pretty but not me type. They all looked like they were older then 20. I wasn't sure if they knew who I was. After what felt like 12 hours they realised that they've been staring at me for a while and quickly go sit down.
My group got7 isn't that popular in Korea but are in other countries. So we do have some kind of freedom.but none at the same time.
I leave after 10 minutes after the incident. I didn't want to stay there anymore. I didn't know where I was going to go next but it wasn't to the dorm. It was about 7 that I wanted to go the the club. I'm old enough, so I was not breaking the law. I give them my fake name so they can't tell the paparazzi that I'm here. It wasn't that packed because it's early for people to come in.
About 30 minutes later it gets more packed. I'm just having my drinks and sitting watching everyone, when I see the girl again. The one with brown hair, petit. Her face was very easy to remember.
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She wasn't with her friends though she was by herself just having fun dancing. She was really good at dancing. Everyone had there eyes on her.
Later on the night she comes up to me. "Can I sit here" she said with a smile. I said yes "What's your name" she asked.i throughly she knew, like she was some kind of fan. "Jeabum but everyone calls me JB, you?" I asked "Seulgi" she said. (A/N don't hate me please.btw I don't ship them. I just added her) "Do you like dancing?" I asked because she was really good. "Yes. I've liked it since I was little. I just wanted to apologise about my friends today they can be boy crazy sometimes." She said. I thought it was quite sweet of her to apologise. "No it's okay."I said trying not to make it awkward "Oh it must get annoying after a while" she said "No it's nice to have a compliment once in a while" I said smiling. It's nice to know that's she's not just asking me for a pic or autograph, I think she doesn't know who I am. "What music do you like?" I asked "I like EDM and a little kpop but more the hip hop side" she said "I don't want to make things awkward more the it is but do you want to dance ?" She said getting up from her seat "Okay,but I can't really dance" I said standing up "Your'll be fine" she said holding my hand leading me to the dance floor.
We dance for hours. It was fun. We stopped because I needed a drink and I think so did Seulgi. Her smile is beautiful. I felt like I wasn't gay when I was with her. But I knew who I was and i couldn't change that. "we should leave now it's getting pretty late" she said. I nodded and we left. While we where walking she holds my hand. But I don't pull away. I don't want to. We get to her park just out side of her appartement Complex. We where still holding hands. "Tonight was fun" she said out of the blue "Yeah it was. Different for me then doing what I usually do" I said "What do you usually do" she asked "Usually just sit at home and watch t.v and sleep nothing to exciting" I Lied "Then what made you come out today and do something else" she asked. She liked to ask questions "Don't really know got bored, had money I could spend. I guess" I lied again. I feel bad but I'm not telling her that I'm in got7 for now. "Well do you want to hang out again"she asked "Sure thing"l said smiling "Here's my phone number" then she gives me her phone number "one more thing before I go" and then she connects her lips to mine. Her lips tasted like coke (I think that's what she drank at the club)and where very soft. We stay like that for what felt about 20 hours until we stopped. It's the first time I've kissed a girl. And I didn't hate it. Once she stepped back she didn't say anything,neither did I. We just stared at each other. I think she regretted it. "Well ummm sorry I didn't mean to do that I just umm i think it best if I leave" she said "No,stay" I said trying to stop her from going. " no really it's best if I go home" she said starting to walk away. I grabbed her hand and pulled her in and kissed her again. I wanted to kiss her again so I did. I stepped back after and she was shocked. "I thought you didn't like me after I kissed you "she said/asked "It's nothing to be mad about anyway your to unique to let go" I said making her feel more comfortable.
Jungyeon P.O.V
Me and Jackson where just walking back to jyp entertainment . When we see JB kissing some girl that we've never seen before. Jackson looked like someone just killed is family kind of face. I didn't get why he was soooooo shocked. Maybe he didn't tell me something about JB. "Jackson you okay?" I asked. No answer "Earth to Jackson, you in there?" I asked again. "Huh. What. What did you say" he said " I said are you okay. You seemed really shocked" I asked again. "Yeah I'm fine let's go" he said We fast walked back to jyp entertainment. I was wondering why he was like this. We get to inside jyp and I can't keep it in anymore "What's was that Jackson, why were you acting that way"
Im so sorry I've been gone for 2/3 months. I really don't know why I didn't right for ages. That's why I did a long chapter. Please vote and comment. Follow my socials: Instagram:lolula789 Tumblr:lolula789 Twitter:lollula789
