let it happen jackbam ff

Part 6

J.B p.v.o (btw this is still in the past)

I still couldn't believe I kissed her. Like I'm gay not straight or bi but maybe I am bi and I'm just making myself gay for Jackson. To be honest I don't want to talk to Jackson at all anymore. My feelings for him are constantly growing and I'm getting sick of it. I hate the feeling I want them to die. He may of not told the rest of the group but I know he's gay and to be honest the rest of the group do.

I needed to leave Seulgi before all the crazy fans found me because at night it's very dangerous for idols to be out. Jyp told me himself, he's experienced some creepy stuff before. So I said bye to her and gave her my number and gave her one more kiss and left in a rush. When I walked home I couldn't stop smiling, I looked like an idiot. Something was distracting me when I was walking back to the dorms. I recognised the 2 people way ahead of me. They where walking the secret way to get to the Jype dorms. In my head i thought it might of be someone from miss A and 2 pm but the blonde hair girl gave it away. The girl was jungyeon but I couldn't recognise the boy. He might have been a bodyguard but I doubt it. I wanted to rush to her but I couldn't be asked and i would see her tomorrow and ask her who she was with anyway. I got to dorms and quietly got in to my room. I share a room with Youngjea,he was fast asleep. I did my skin care and then went to bed.

Jackson p.v.o

"What was that Jackson? Why where you acting that way?" jungyeon asked.
I didn't have a response so I kept walking to my dorm. She kept on asking and getting louder every-time. So I gave up.
"Look,I don't know. Maybe I was jealous or maybe mad I don't know. I was just shocked because you know he's gay so for me to see him kissing a GIRL is a sight I thought I would never see. Okay?"
"Sorry I didn't mean to be mean. You know I care about you so I wanted to make sure you where okay" jungyeon said, regretting getting angry before
"No it's fine. I'm going to get ready for bed. I'll see you tomorrow?"
"Yeah okay.see you tomorrow" she said
"By the way ask momo if she's okay" I said because I was concerned.
"Sure thing" .
We left it at that. I went to the dorm and ate,did my skin care and went to sleep.

Momo p.v.o

When jungyeon told Jackson where were dating it was the first time telling someone and it felt really rushed and i didn't like it at all. I left because I don't really know why I just wanted to go. And I knew Jackson wanted to talk to her so I just left. I went back to the dorms and cried in my room. Then all out of a sudden chaeyoung comes in and straight away hugs me and comforts me. I found it really sweet of her. She was always so nice to me since sixteen. She was the one that helped me with my rapping. If it wasn't for her i wouldn't have rapped in "do it again" (a/n there best b-side track. Don't @ me on this one:). She kept asking me what's wrong I didn't want to tell her but I kinda had no choice.
"Why are you crying momo?" Chaeyoung asked in the sweetest way ever.
"Jungyeon told Jackson that me and her are dating. I don't know why I'm crying but it's the first time she told someone and I felt like it was too rushed" I said awkwardly
"You and jungyeon are dating ?" She asked all confused
"Yeah we are. For a while now"
"oh congrats. Why didn't you tell everyone?" Chae asked
"I don't know because we felt awkward about it and to be honest all of you guys thought we where dating so where was the point of telling you guys"
"I understand. Well now I know. So you should probably tell the others"
"Yeah we will. But I need to talk to jungyeon about it before we do"
"Okay. Anyway you want to watch a movie or something?" Chae asked
"No not really could we just sit here and do nothing?"
"Whatever you want to do, I'll do".
We stayed in silence, it was comfortable silence. The rest of the members where probably practicing our new dance for the comeback. Me and Chae always finished first with the choreography. So we got time to rest. We just layer there for hours, talking about random stuff. We both turned to look at each other. I smiled, she smiled. She got closer and closer to me until her soft lips touched mine (a/n oops?). I didn't hate the feeling but I new what we where doing was wrong. I didn't stop her though. After the kiss she left. I didn't know what to do. I felt so bad. I definitely didn't want jungyeon to know. After about 40 minutes going though in my mind what happened I feel asleep.
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Hello you guys. I've been gone for so long I'm really sorry. I just had no motivation to write this fanfic anymore and I wasn't liking the way it was going. So after this chapter it's going back to being present tense instead of past tense l. today I was really bored so I wrote. I hope you liked this chapter. It isn't as long as my last chapter but it's a chapter right ?? Hope you all have a nice morning/day/night wherever you are. And disclaimer I probably won't write that often but I will write just not that frequent. Hope you keep on reading :)