if im gonna fall inlove again.

Were destined

Whatever it takes,  it'll happen. Its been 2 years pero ' eto ako parang stupid nakatunghay sa palubog na araw' i really love sunset! for me its indicate your day end! mess up or not may bukas na.  I smiled eto na ung highlight mixing the color of sky and sun, its scattered all over its like a painting.

Hayss dati rati may katabi ako, kahawak kamay tuwing papanuorin ko ang paglubog ng araw, habang nakikinig ng musics na sinabayan ng hampas ng alon, nasa sea side ako. (Moa Sea side to be exact) napalingon ako sa rightside ko. Walang Lucas 🙁. Wala na tlga Monique! Its over! 2 yrs na! Di ka pa rin nakakalimot hah?  Its sucks! Im really crazy kinakausap ko na sarili ko 😂.

'Monique' someone called.
Haayss,  grabe na tlga Monique Feign Escalante!  yung imaginative brain mo lumagpas na sa limit pati ba naman boses nya naimagine mo na. Kausap ko sa konsensya ko. Im really crazy right? 😂

Monique!!! Someone called again! This time lumingon na ko. I look blankly yeah di na pla sya imagination nasa rightside ko nga sya pero mga 5 steps away at nalapit na sya sakin! Sheyms anong gagawin ko! Kalma!! Ibinalik ko ang tingin ko sa palubog na araw na parang walang nakita.

Naramdaman ko nlng na tumabi sya sakin. Oyyy monique!! Ako to si Lucas Carl Yu!
Pake ko.  I answered.
Nagpapakilala lng baka di mo ko nakilala dahil busy ka jan kakatulala sa langit.
Bakit ka nandito? I questioned him
'Alam kong dito kita makikita ei'.  He muttered.
wow anong alam mo sakin? i silently questioned him on my mind.

Napansin kong kumukulilim bigla at malapit nag lumubog na tuluyan ang araw pero kulay kahel pa rin ang langit na natatabunan ng mga greyish na ulap.

Bakit nandito ang best friend ko? I hissed.  Yes best friend ko sya.  2 years before were like a couple pero were best friends! nung panahong di pa dumating si Sam sa buhay nya.  His Gf.  Di ko na sya mayakap, i holding hands.kase kaibigan lang ako di ba. Distansya na may love life na sya ei.

'Were destined to be here' salitang nagpatigil sakin sa pag reminisced.
I looked at him with questionable face. Anong pinagsasabe neto. Conscience strike me again.

Were destined to be here when were broken right?  He cried. His eyes like talking to me that he was really hurt and those water was the proof. He silently cry and hug me.

I can't say anything. I was taken aback. I let him hug me and cry for some minutes nah di na pala minuto oras na.

At sana ganto nalng kmi lagi kahit umiiyak sya 'kasama ko nman sya'

Im being selfish na. Masama na to i think im gonna fall inlove again. My heart beat so loud di ko na marinig yung nsa paligid ko. Sabe nila tanga ka kung ipagpapatuloy mo pa kahit nasasaktan kna. For me thats what love is. You know you'll be hurt but you still continue.. Coz you really love that person.

Sabe nga sa kanta 'i feel so right doing the wrong thing' coz your heart beat for that right? Minsan mali na pero hinahayaan mo yung puso mo pumili..

Aray! I muttered sakit ng patak ng ulan anlalaki ei. Alam nyo yon masakit kaya!

Tatayo na sana ko at kakalasin yung pagkakayakap nya. Ayako magkasakit no!

Cant we stay like this? Let the rain soak us. Let me cry please so that no one know that i am. Ang galing ng ulan mag timing noh? Sakto sa pighati natin~ sya.

Natigilan ako. He really sound desperate so i dont move. Pero teka kanina pa nya sinasabe yung us at natin na word!im not hurt like him. Nah im not denying its just he was hurt by someone he loved. While me that someone i love doesnt know what i feel.

I let the rain soaked us like he said but for same damn reason naiyak na rin ako . Pero katulad ng dati di nya 'alam'.