I don't know what I'm doing - Sterek mpreg

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I started writing this in 2017 (!)
A lot has changed since then, I have grown up, I have gotten better at English, and I am a better writer. (At least I hope so.)
So please be patient, and if you catch a grammar mistake, a sentence that doesn't make any sense or something of this nature, keep in mind it gets better.
Thank you for choosing to read my story, I hope you enjoy it❤️

I jumped into my jeep after a pack meeting at Derek's loft.
I searched for my phone to tell my dads I'm on my way home but I couldn't find it.
I realized that I left it at Derek's loft and that I had to go and get it.
Shit.he hates me.and so do I.

I understood that I had to go so I took a deep breath and went upstairs.
I knocked on Derek's door and he opened it with a grumpy face.

"what?" he asked angrily.
"I forgot my phone"
"Take it and leave"he said and came into his house minding his own business.
I came in after him and said in a low voice "Don't be too excited.."
"Stiles stop it"
I forgot he could hear me..

"What?what stop?you hate me.I get it.can't you just hide it a little bit?"
I finally got the courage to tell him what I think but I raised my voice too much and didn't notice.
""...Why do you have to be so rude all the time?what is wrong with you?!"

Suddenly I felt Derek's arms pushing me into the wall.
"Derek what the fuck?!It hurts Derek let me go!"

And then it happened.
With no early alert Derek crashed his lips into mine and kissed me.

"Derek..what are you doing?"
"I...I don't know..."
"Derek we shouldn't.."
"Yeah"

I looked into his confused eyes and at that moment,they looked pretty inviting.

"Derek you can't treat me like shit and then just...just..oh fuck it."
I attacked his lips,holding his hair with one hand and his neck with the other.
He put his hands around my waist,slowly bringing them down to my ass.
He picked me up surprisingly easily and carried me to his bed.

He dropped me on the bed and climbed on top of me.
He put his hand on my cock and rubbed it,making me hard.

"Mm Derek.."
I moaned as he went up from my v line to my neck leaving kisses everywhere and lifting my shirt removing it completely.
I took his shirt off and we took each othe pants and underwear too.
He spat in his hand and covered his rock hard dick with it as I stopped him.

"Wait"
"what?am I doing something wrong?" he asked.
"No no you're great it's just..it's my first time.."
"Oh..so you want to stop?"
"No! I no I just..just go slow and.. and be jentle.."
"Of course."

"Ouch" I yellped as Derek put his cock in me."It hurts"
"Don't worry.it will be better soon."
And it was.

"Ahh.." Derek moaned as I asked him to go faster and faster.
I wrapped my legs around his waist and noticed they were shaking.

"oh Derek.."
I moaned as Derek moved back and forth.
"God Stiles you're so tight"
"Mmm..is that a..compliment?"
"I think so ahh.."

After a few minutes I was getting closer to my peak.
"Aaahh Derek!ohh I'm gonna.."
"Me too..ahh"
He rubbed my dick rapidly as I came all over my stomach.
After a few minutes Derek came inside me and it felt a bit weird but also kinda fun..
After that he rolled over and lied down next to me.

"Wow...that was..wow"I said panting heavily.
"yeah.." Derek said also panting and sweating.
"Does that mean that..are we..."
"Gay? of course not!well not me at least.." Derek said.
"So what was that?" I asked
"Just..fun..."
"What the fuck?!Derek you just took my fucking virginity for fun?!" I said as I got up from Derek's bed and started to get dressed.

"Stiles look..I'm not gay I can't give you something else..maybe it was a mistake.."Derek said as he put on his underwear.

"Of course it was a mistake!doing it with a man isn't a mistake we both had fun and you can't say you didn't but doing it with you...a big mistake!I hate you Derek!"
I almost cried so I took my phone and my keys and ran to my jeep.
I heard Derek calling my name and telling me to wait but I didn't care.

I started the car and drove home and cried myself to sleep.

So...that was it,the first chapter. how was it?
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