Her craving for love

Chapter 16

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Mahira's POV:

      Today was the day I was going to start the new journey of my life with the person whom almighty Allah has choosen for me,I don't know what I am feeling now it's kinda strange even for me to identify,I really don't know whether it's anexity,happiness or nervousness..

"Mahi wakeup yaar today is your marriage and you are still sleeping,uth kar jaldi se tyaar hojao,it's ur big day girl..!" Aapi said

What she doesn't know is I didn't slept last night even for a second,I was just tossing and turning on my bed many questions and many many things were running on my mind like-will I handle this marriage.?will I ever become a good wife and a good daughter-in-law.? As a husband and and as in-laws they might have some expectations from me will I ever get on their expectations.?How will I handle everything because marriage is a huge responsibility..from childhood till today in each and every step of my life my parent's and my siblings were there for me as a strong pillar now I will not have them its not like they will leave me it's just that things will completely change after marriage and I can't depend on them as I used to do before,I don't know what will happen in future all I know is Allah has already written our fate (our taqdeer) no matter how much I think or worry about it,what is bound to happen will happen no matter what..but as they say- "Dua taqdeer k faisle ko badal daeti hai" so all we can do is do dua instead of worrying that's why I prayed tahajud and did dua for my upcoming future and believe me after that my heart was at complete ease...

I woke up and got freshen up,as I came outside there was a basket wrapped with a gift wrapper I went near and saw a beautiful red colour lehenga with some accessories I knew it was my "shadi ka joda" which must have came from my in-laws home, I was so engrossed and lost on my thoughts suddenly I felt a tug at my dupatta and saw that my princess was standing next to me looking so cute and adorable as always

"Masi is this for you..!" Fathima asked looking at the basket

"Yup princess,how is it.?" I asked

"It's beautiful.." she said emphasising the word beautiful

I smiled at her and again our question box asked a question keeping her finger on her tiny fingers on chin as if thinking deeply-she was looking very cute

"Masi how will you manage this it looks very heavy.."

"Yeah princess it's heavy,no matter what I have to wear it and don't worry I will manage" I said smiling and kissed her cheeks,she may b small but at times she says or asks things which leaves us shocked  thinking how can a kid think things like this she acts as a dadi amma sometimes..;-)

With the help of my mumma,aapi and friends I got ready and believe me as Fathima said the lahenga is very heavy and top of that heavy jewelleries and make up oh my Allah help me because I have no idea how I am going to handle myself till evening..

"Ma sha allah you are looking very beautiful,may Allah bless you and may you have a wonderful married life ahead.." mumma said kissing me on my forehead

After that abbu and aasim came and blessed me and we all got emotional,abbu was trying hard to hide his emotions infront of me but I know he is really upset with the thought of me going away from me and also he is happy to see me getting settled in my life..I prayed two rakat nafil,did dua for my marriage to be successful and we all left for the function hall..

"Mahira mehak binte malik ahmed kya aapko mohammed arhaan ibne siddique ahmed k saath yeh nikah qubool hai.." asked moulvi sahab

"Alhamdulilah qubool hai.."as I said those words I know this is the start of  new journey of my life..