You know why people cut? Because its a distraction. For one moment you font feel all the pain, the loss, the hurt. All you feel is the razor going into your skin, the blood going down your arm, leg, stomach. You do t think about how alone you are or about how fat and ugly you are. You don't think about the way people talk about you behind your back. You don't think about how your family is fighting or your friends hate you. All you think about is the blood. And the addicting part? Well that's when all the hurt and pain comes back. When the cut isn't fresh and you can feel the build up of sadness and loneliness inside you. So you have to do it again, but a little deeper so the numbness will last longer. The pain inside will be delayed longer. And as the pain inside gets worse and worse you have to make the pain outside worse and worse. Its all about control. You have it. You can't control the pain on the inside so you get to control the pain on the outside.
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