The love meant to be.

Waking up

I'm so sorry for not updating in forever plz forgive me!

Juvia prov.

I awoke with the light streaming into my eyes I groaned not wanting to get up. Then all of the memories of yesterday came flooding back to me and tears started to come back to my eyes. I got up and felt the cold wooden floor beneath my feet. I looked into the mirror to see tears streaming down my face, I quickly wiped them away telling myself that I didn't need Rogue. But deep down I knew that I was wrong, he was the one that got me back on my feet when I needed it; but who will help me now? I walked into the kitchen to smell pancakes and bacon.

"Ohh, Juvia your awake. I was going to wake you after breakfast was made." I felt sad, for some reason I wanted to see Rogue making breakfast for me not Lyon; but now he's out of my life.

"Why are you crying again?" My hands came up to my face to feel the all too familiar dampness on my cheeks.

"I-it's nothing Juvia's eyes were just watering from waking up!" I felt like an idiot, he wouldn't fall for a stupid lie like that.

"Ok you had me worried for a second there." He fell for it!

"Anyways, lets go out in town today shall we?" I gave a slight nod hoping to feel a little better with some fresh air.

"Good, but first let's eat." I really didn't feel like eating, the very thought of it was enough to send my stomach into a twist.

"What's wrong? You haven't even touched your food." I was snapped out of my thoughts.

"Juvia is fine!." I didn't want to worry him so I started shoveling food into my mouth. I felt almost sick as I swallowed but kept a smile.

"Well let's go." I just gave a short nod and went to get my coat.

I'm so, so, so, so sorry for not updating in forever. I just have somethings going on, and I was occupied. It hasn't all cleared up yet but now I hope I can write a little bit more.