My Name Is Human

The Reboot

I rebot in a unit 7 feet tall and double wide to my size. Is clear but with a blue haze. All the elctricity makes me feel....pain i would have to think. I start to scream when i hear the scream i had no idea how loud it would be. This is when i realize i can control the volume around me so i turned my ears down. As i scream the electricty i could assume is radiontion stops and my creator holds me "calm down little one" i see him and get overhwelmed again. The last thing i remember in my processor is "nooo nooo noo" from my creator. The next time i can register suroundings my creator has my face cupped just as he did when i first awoke. This time i have blue crystals growing out of myself. I look to the back and zoom onto other robots. I look down at my hands and body moving them. They arnt colored as the other robots are. They are silver and just part looking. Am i human? My creator speaks and my feeling go free "theese crystals are keeping you alive. You are more complex than the others. Your my one" this makes my stomic turn i think. I look down and dont see anything turning. Im soo confused. Before i could start to shut down from a system overload of these feelings the crystals cool my interior. My creator smiles "youll need theese for awhile but im confident this will help you not shut down until you get use to being on" i look at him with worry. I can shut off? He goes to get closer to me and backs away. I must have made that sad face as he called this feeling and said "its not you darling. I just dont want to overwhelm you." he sits me down at a table with a pecock standing on it. I examine this animal. I know its temperature is 102 and its 8 years old. I know everything about this animal. I look around and i learn the dementions of this whole building. Learning these things is so much easier than what ive learned to be feelings. My creator tells me to stand and i follow the command. He puts a black dress on me. "Im going to inspire this dress of a black peacock" He adds black feathers to my dress. When its complete he puts a mirror on front of me. I have long dark hair in a bun. My face is completely semetrical. My eyes dont look like his. Where his eyes are black pupils i think mine are blue and where his eyes are blue mine are green. The dress he made was beautiful. I go to touch his face. I can feel him on my finger tips. I can see his anguish through life in a touch. I start to twitch "little one calm down. You dont have the crystals now." i didnt even notice they were gone. Is this possible. I start to feel and he zips the dress off me quickly. Right when he was done the blue crystals come out of my body. Am i about go overload again. Can i ever live? Who am i kidding. Im not even human.