Fated from the Start

Mates my Ass

Crawling out of bed was getting harder and harder for me. Parkers nightly adventures were starting to take a tole on my body.
I sighed as I took notice of the bruises covering my arms, I immediately remembered the feeling of Parker squeezing my arm tightly. No matter how hard I tried to figure it out, I couldn't understand why the Moon Goddess or Fate would put us together. I had done nothing in my life to deserve Parker as a mate. The physical abuse I could handle, but the emotional was becoming harder and harder to deal with. Feeling him have sex with multiple girls a day was starting to kill me, the pain becoming immobilizing. He did it on purpose, making sure I knew that he didn't want me but also ensuring I knew I couldn't leave him.
I thought back to the worst moment of my life.
Flashback-
My eyes looked frantically around the packs back yard, trying to find the glorious scent that drifted towards me. 'My mate is here, this is going to be the best thing to ever happen to me.' I thought as I continued searching for the scents owner.
Finally after about ten minutes of wondering through the party I made eye contact with an average guy, but that average guy seemed so gorgeous to me. He had brownish-copper colored hair and the most beautiful eyes, they looked grey at a distance but the closer you got they looked blue. He wasn't at all the most gorgeous man there but he was the man made just for me.
Slowly but surely he made his way towards me, grabbing my wrist roughly he yanked me into the house and away from the party. I ignored his harsh grip and just relished in the tingles that came from his touch.
"Loot at me." He growled out as we came to a stop. I immediately reacted to his command, feeling the power behind his voice. He wasn't an alpha, maybe a Beta, but it seemed more likely that he was only a son of a higher rank. His power wasn't enough to convince me that he would be next in line for the position, but his position wasn't something I cared about. "Yes Mate?" I answered questingly, not sure why he sounded so mad. Was I not to his liking? "Listen to me closely, you are mine. But I don't plan to claim you any time soon. Until I feel like I want you, you will obey my every wish. No one shall touch you, only me. I will fuck whoever I want, touch whoever I want, act however I want, and you will not interfere. This isn't a rejection, but it's sure as hell gonna hurt like one." His rough voice whispered. At first I didn't register what he was saying, his voice was so comforting. After a few seconds his words hit me. "What? No." I tried to stutter out as I pulled away. Apparently that wasn't something he liked. His slap rang loud, reaching my ears before the pain could be felt. My check was burning, the pain went straight to my brain.
"Are you an idiot? You have no right to deny me what's mine, I will have you but I don't want you yet. I plan to have my fill of every female I desire. I don't want you just yet. " I didn't have a chance to reply.
Flashback over-
It had been 3 years since that day. He continued to fuck anything with legs just like he promised, and the abuse continued to get worse. If I even looked at his newest girl with disgust he would be sure to correct me. He's broken bones, given me endless bruises, and even brought me close to the sweet clutches of death. Don't ask me why I never fight back, I was perfectly capable to. I was one of the best warriors in my pack, I had taken down guys three times the size of him. But when it came to him, I just kept hoping he would change, love me, and beg for my forgiveness. That time doesn't seem like it will come.
I was brought out of my musing by the all familiar feeling of pain in my abdomen. Parker was once again having sex with another female. After the first time each day I would be able to handle it. The first would be the worst, but once my body accepted the pain I would be able to go along my day.
I quickly prepared myself for the packs monthly gathering, ensuring I would have to see my mate. He belonged to the neighboring pack, each month our packs got together to fellowship and kept our ties strong. I had found out a while ago that Parker was the Blue Moons Betas third son. Meaning he held the power in his blood but it wasn't nearly strong enough to make him a Beta to any pack. It only allowed him to have a little extra control over others.
Parker hadn't realized how much he had helped me. Although I as a great warrior, I hadn't become hard enough to fulfill the job. After all he had done to me, I now knew I could handle anything in my path. Today I would show him who was boss, no longer would I allow him to treat me like dirt. I may not be an alpha, or beta, but according to my alpha my strength was the closest he had seen that was near his own.
I pulled on my blue and white shirt, tucking it into my black leather skirt, and finishing it off with my black ankle boots. I left my hair natural and put on a little makeup. Looking myself up and down I could clearly see how my mate had changed me. When we met I was a naive 19 year old, who believed that mates were the best thing to exist. I was thin and happy, my eyes would sparkle and I would laugh at everything. Now my blue eyes looked hard, I rarely smiled, you definitely never heard my laugh, my body was muscular from my endless training, my body had filled out in all the right places, and I had emotionally became stronger. I was a woman who no longer planned to be involved in childish games.
I had made my Alpha aware of my situation and had been given prior approval to kick his ass if he did something tonight. He had even spoke to Parkers Alpha to ensure I wouldn't be punished. My Alpha had said the Parkers Alpha was outraged to hear what one of his members was doing and fully supported me.
Without even realizing it, I had arrived at the party. People were laughing, eating, and some were carelessly dancing. I walked through the crowd towards the food, taking a chip and popping it in my mouth. Before I could reach for another one I felt his presence. He was here. My wolf no longer got excited knowing he was near, she fully hated him.
Parker went hours with not doing anything until he began making out with the girl he was dancing with. I growled lowly, alerting those around us that I was angry. My eyes flicked to my Alphas and with his small node I began my walk towards them.
I yanked the girl away from him, sending her tumbling back. "Hey!" She frowned trying to get her balance back. "He's my mate, don't touch him." I growled out, not looking at her, instead staring into my mates eyes. She gasped whispering apologies to me. It was frowned upon for any female or male wolf who had found their mate to continue doing things with others, the people who did things with them were also frowned upon. She scurried away quickly.
"What do you think you're doing Sapha!" Parker growled trying to make me bow my head due to his voice. "I'm showing everyone what's mine, do you not approve?" I taunted. His eyes changed slightly, showing the rise of his wolf. "Know your place woman, mate or not you have no right to interfere. You know the guidelines." His hand shot out to grab my arm and take me to God knows where. "I am not yours to boss around. In fact I am not yours at all. I, Sapha Wright, reject you " my words were cut off as his hand slapped across my face. A roar from my Alpha rang out. Many did not approve of males using status or gender to override a woman, however it wasn't uncommon for werewolves to believe males were better then females. "Hit me again" I demanded, turning to look at him slowly. "Is that a challenge?" He whispered, anger lacing every word. I smirked, nodding my head. He quickly sprang towards me, aiming a punch at my face. Expecting his usual targets, I quickly spun and kicked him in the back. Sending him flying towards the ground. My foot made a satisfying crack noise as it slammed into his nose, breaking it on instance. He reacted quickly grabbing my ankle and tripping me, rolling on top of me. He landed a few good punches to my face before I was able to buck him off. I jumped up quickly waiting for his next attack. He was slow, not expecting me to fight well. He went to send a jab at my ribs but instead he met my own hands as they wrapped around his forearm, using all my strength I flipped him onto his stomach, straddling his back and effectively breaking his arm. I grabbed his chin and forced him to look at me, my fist rained down blows until I knew he wouldn't be getting up for a minute. As he slowly began to lose consciousness, I was pulled off him. I looked towards the person seeing it was my Alpha. "Finish it, we don't play with our prey Sapha." He commanded. "I, Sapha Wright, reject you Parker Matthews, as my mate. You no longer have any say or control in my life." I said as I glared down at him.
Pain immediately filled my body, I barley held my scream. However Parker screamed like a little bitch. Breaking the bond was a horrible experience, you felt empty, often a persons wolf would disappear if they weren't strong enough to handle it. After a few minutes my pain ended, due to it being my request. But for Parker the pain would last hours.
I was freed from the hell I had come to know. Little did I realize it was the beginning of a much harder stage in my life.