Beast terror {animal boys x animal loving reader}(Stopped)

16.

(Y/N) POV

I ran to the car while I was cursing out loud. I tried to play it cool against Mizuki but inside I was stressing out, thinking about every possible scenario that could happen in front of my apartment door. I open the car door, step in and slam the door with a loud noise shut, I pushed my keys into the keyhole and started the car. 'It's okay (Y/N) ' I say to myself,'once your there, you're just gonna kick that fucking bastards ass!' I shoot away in the car and hope that the police won't see me. I arrive at the apartment after a couple of stressful minutes. I run up the stairs and see the maniac standing in front of my door, I reach towards his shoulder and push my fingers gently against it, I feel a light shock going trough his body when my finger touches his brown coat. His head turns slowly in my direction, and when I think his face is close enough to mine I speak,'Jean dear,' I say in a soft tone,'WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING IN FRONT OF MY APARTMENT DOOR AND THREATENING TO BREAK IT DOWN ON FUCKING FACEBOOK! DO YOU EVEN HAVE ANY BRAINS AT ALL YOU BASTARD!' I say very loudly, Jean his face looks a bit surprised, like he wasn't expecting me to explode in front of his face. 'Ehm... (Y/N), you see ehm I just... really wanted you back.' This asshole how dare he say such a thing to me,'why would you wasn't me back? Weren't those girls you slept with enough? Or do you want another girl to fulfill your sick harem fantasy, you know what Jean you disgust me you treated me like dirt ever since our relationship has started and now your coming back for me because you want me back? Do you expect that I pity you or want you back? You're really selfish Jean and you should realize it right now!' His face looked sad after I said that, I could see those beautiful eyes, that I fell for, filling up with tears. 'I'm really sorry (Y/N), I should've never done that and I know I'm selfish, I know it already dammit, but I really still love you.  You were the only thing I could think of after our break up and I realized that you weren't a boring girl after all, I think that you're the most hottest girl in the universe with the most dazzling personality. You're everything I ever wanted but I understand if you don't want me anymore..... just say it and i will never show before your eyes ever again.' Even tough I wanted to say that I would never see him again, my voice just didn't want to come out.... maybe I didn't hate him after all.'let me think about it, but don't think you got any change to win me over, I just don't want you to bother me this way.' Everyone deserves another change once in a while, but I don't think that he'll win me over anyway, I've already set my mind on another guy....

(Nyle POV)

I and Isaac walk slowly towards the lobby, were really tired that stupid rabbit making us walk for 13 floors, I may not be old but 13 floors is a hell to my weak legs. I wouldn't min d if I was walking with (Y/N) instead of Isaac, her whole existence pleases my senses, it's a shame that she doesn't accept me for who I am I admit that I am not an ordinary person. As a raccoon I could always take care of myself, I didn't need a group or pack to help me, at least that's what I thought. The previous person I was in love with changed that feeling, it felt so good when she made the meals for me instead of myself, after a while I found out that I like to be dominated, she thought that I was weird too and not too long after that she got a boyfriend and she pushed me away from her life, I was never hurt so much, my heart was breaking and I felt like it could never go back together that was until I met (Y/N) the woman I dreamed of, she looked so sad the first time I really saw her I wanted to cheer her up but I felt like she wouldn't accept me either and I didn't want to be hurt again. After a few days I finally gathered enough confidence to approach her, and in my surprise I saw three other boys like me, I was happy that there were more people living like me but I also felt sadness because I knew that they all felt the same thing about (Y/N). I never want to feel it again, I never want my heart to be broken again. But now, I don't really care who (Y/N) chooses as her mate , if she is happy than I am happy. And now that I've gotten to know the boys a little bit, I'm sure that they will do a great job of taking care of her. But still, I feel too, and the only thing I want to feel right now is (Y/N) skin against mine even if it's just a finger against my chest that'll be enough for me, I long for her and I hate it.
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Oops I gave Jean another chance, don't worry though you'll be the one choosing your end! I also wanted to announce that I am busy with another book called Lias, it isn't a reader x book but I really would appreciate it if you check it out!