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Him, Me, Parents,Love,Hate

I dont think he wants to be mentioned, but the man that i have fallen in love with a long while ago is hurt.. emtionally and mentally along with me. my parents found out about him and got angry and thought he was some online predator, but i knnow for a fact he isnt one. i know for a fact he loves me as he says he does. i know hes telling the truth i just wish my parents could see that. so much tears were shed that day.. 

till this day ive cried, hoping this is all a bad dream. and im just waiting to wake up and its all better again. i have not laughed in two days, maybe once or twice cause my friend dylan has tried so hard to make me laugh. everyone i know, knows that something is wrong. Ive only told my friends that i trust, not very many. about two people, they've been there for me. i have tried so hard to stay positive and say time will pass by fast and him and i will be together again.. but the days only get longer each time i say that.. i love him and that'll never change, no matter what or who gets in the way.. 

As for him i know hes hurt, i know hes want to fix this and hes trying so hard to make my parents believe he is who he says he is. Hes been hurt so much by many things in his past and now this, im am so so sorry... you dont deserve this.. you deserve to be happy and loved. i do love you, very much but this only makes me think at how hurt you must be, by what i have caused.. they are my parents, therefore if you would've never met me you wouldnt be hurt.. im am so so sorry that your hurt, i never intended for this to happen.. 

I love you, ill never stop. not ever.