Holy shit! 16 and Pregnant

Best thing i never had

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The ride was silent up until we got rob the doctors and they called our name. "Hey Ms. Amber!" Dr Ross said all bubbly. We already know the drill so nobody said anything we just got how we were supposed to be. "Um, that's strange I only here one heartbeat?" Dr Ross said. " What!" both me and Jake shouted

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"Don't worry,"said Dr Ross, "this happens a lot with multiple pregnancies one of them won't make way for the other very common." she said reassuring us. oh thank goodness I thought I thought I lost one of my little angels.

I was finally able to let out that breath that I was holding in and so was Jake. " There we go can here both now." said Dr Ross the room grew silent as we just listened to my baby's heartbeats.

"Would you like some pictuers and a recoding of this?" Dr Ross asked us. I shook my head eagerly while she just chuckled at my enthusiasm. All of a sudden Jake's phone rings and he looks at it with wide eyes.

"Who is it babe?" I ask with suspiciousness in my voice. "Um, I have to take this outside babe be right back." he said trying to cover up his smile that was playing on his lips.

Right then and their I don't know if it was jealousy or just my hormones acting up but I started yelling at him. "Who the fuck is so important that you can't take their call in front of me!" I yelled. "Calm the hell down godamnit you don't control who and what I do, I'm tired of your freaking mood swings!" he shouted back

That's when things came at me full force. He was lying how he felt about me this whole time. He doesn't love me , he doesn't care about me, he's not here or the babies, he won't wait for me. He's just here because he fells obliged to.

I can't believe how blind I was. When I was considering my feelings for him he goes and does this. it doesn't take rocket science to figure out he's been messing with somebody else. I gave my all and look what he goes and does to me I feel so heartbroken.

I lost my only best friend over this douche bag. I gave up almost everything cause I thought he was holding me together through all of this. I can't believe how bad heart hurts. it's like he just took it and shatterd it into a million pieces.

"Leave," I told him calmly. "What do you mean leave how are you going to get home?" he asked as if he really cared. " Just leave I'll find a way just-my voice started breaking but I promised myself I wouldn't cry in front of him, no matter what- "go I never want to to see you again in done with you I'll handle this on my own.

A look of hurt flashed over his eyes but I didn't care to elaborate it at the time. I guess he was just the best thing I never had.

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