Holy shit! 16 and Pregnant

Mama

Amber's POV
I can't believe, I-I I'm at a loss for words. My mom she's been in this coma for over two months I'm seven months pregnant and she's still not here. I need her. Why when you need someone most they're not there for you. I don't care if it not her fault I need her I can't raise these brainiest alone hell I can hardly raise myself without some guidance from my mom.
I later found out that the dįckhead who shot my mom was that guy I caught her having sex with that dreadful day I came home. They said he was only there to take our money and rob us broke until my mom cut things loose with him. That of course as you can tell made him pissed. I was just coming out of my depression, but with this happening I don't think there every will be a way out. It like a black hole I'm falling deeper and deeper in with no way of coming out, no stopping.

I say there in my spot that I've been in for the past three weeks unmoving, waiting for the to force me to go home again.

"Ms.?",a nurse said coming in,"do you need anything?" I still sat there unable to reply. She looked at me with concern before leaving understanding my silence meant 'leave me the hell alone'.

Amy has came by a couple of times trying to get me outside away from here and these depressing thoughts. Nothing has worked she hasn't been able to make me leave like the doctors can. I put my hand on my stomach feeling these little rascals kick and squish my bladder. My babies are the only things keeping me sane or doing something I'd regret later on. I know stress isn't good for my babies, but sometimes I just can't help it.

That asshole whose name I won't say hasn't even tried to come around seeing how his kids are doing let alone how I am. Sometimes I wish I never had sex with him, but then I think I wouldn't have my babies growing in me that I've come to love more and more each day. I know everyone on town knows where not that big of a town so news spreads fast to anyone who would care to listen.

"Amber." I heard a very familiar voice call,"whats going on baby." I could feel the tears coming its Ben so long since I've heard that voice to the point where I thought it was my imagination. "Mom?" I said my voice cracking at the end. Her voice sounded scratchy so I quickly called the nurse who rushed in with a doctor an a cup of water. He did what ever it is doctor do. I didn't really pay any mind. I was just focused solely on my mom.

They pulled me out talking to me of her condition. they basically just said she was going to be fine and that she was going to need lots of rest and very weak these next couple of days. I don't really know I just cut him off when I figured my my was going to be alright.

That's all that kept repeating In my head. She's going to be fine, my freaking mom is going to live.

Okay I know what your all thinking where the hell have you been for like a friggen year. Just to inform you I was very lazy this summer in not wanting to update ANDD plus I've been going through many changes in life with my family and I've been off my game but I promise I'm going to start updating more and yes it's going to be IRREGULAR updates till I get in the swing of it again. I just hope you don't completely hate my and there's still some love for me somewhere in your heart.

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