I can't stop thinking about her. She's permanently in my thoughts, that cheerful giggle constantly on repeat like a broken vinyl player. I don't know why. I'm only writing this here because I can't tell anyone in real life. I have no idea why she makes me feel like this.
I'm not gay.
I've had a boyfriend before, I can't be gay.
Plus, I like boys too.
Its just something about Loren, it's more than a friendly feeling.
It's way more, is this love?
Oh shit.
Am I in love with a girl?
Shit.
Am I gay?!
I'll have to think it through. I'm so confused...
Dee xx
