I'm His 4 Letter Word (A Diggy Love Story) ON HOLD

8. Awkward as Hell

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Awkward As Hell

Naya POV (continued)

"Sean, what are you doing here!!" I semi-yelled at him. I was so scared he was back in my life.

"I miss you baby I miss us, I can't stop thinking about you ever since we broke up." He said coming closer to me, coming inside the house closing the door behind him.

"No, Sean no!! Stop doing this to me you caused me a lot of heartache already, plus I'm in a relationship right now...." I told him.

"With who!? Is he here?? Nigga, come down here now!!!" He yelled.

"Sean, he's not here and he won't be here again for 2 1/2 months." I said going into the living room sitting on the couch turning on the tv watching Love and Hip Hop: Atlanta.

Sean POV (A nigga got a POV lol)

I missed Zanaya so much... I really did and the way those jeans was hugging that ass, made me miss feeling on it and it kind of made a nigga hard. But I do miss the way she fits into my body like a puzzle piece, the way she laughs, and the way she snores lightly when she's tired.

I came and sat next to her on the couch, but she scooted away. "Zanaya to tell you the truth, you're the love of my life and I really do love you and I did come back to see if I could win you back but if you're in a relationship I respect that, I'll let you be with that guy, but to let you know I'm not letting my guard down." I told her and everything I said came from my heart. I know I cheated on her with one of her best friends but still...

(Flashback)

"Mmm... Sean! Faster!!" Brianna yelled and when she said that I started thrusting faster. Brianna was one of Zanaya's best friends in high school. They were really close and I cheated on Zanaya. I always knew Brianna wanted me and I always did secretly want her too. But who wouldnt want me.. I was a chocolate complexion, tall, with pretty eyes, a nice smile, a 6-pack, and a couple of tatts. Brianna her body was bangin' with those long legs and medium-sized ass and 36 C breast she was amazing but nothing compared to Zanaya. That night I fucked her it was the biggest mistake of my life.. I felt guilty for weeks and I soon told Zanaya, because I felt so bad Zanaya beat mine and Brianna's ass. I had a cut by my eye and a busted lip. Brianna had a black eye, some of her weave ripped out and Zanaya stomped on her stomach and threw her into the wall. Zanaya broke up with me and told me she hated me and never wanted to see me again.

"I hate you Sean Jerome Anderson, you mean nothing to me and how could you do this to me with one of my best friends, I don't ever want to talk you again!!"

(Flashback Ended)

Naya POV

"Sean stop, I know you still love me, I still love you too, but I cant trust you, and I feel like we should start over as friends until you gain my trust back." I said crying both with tears of joy and pain. I'm glad he's back in my life because I missed him but when I look at him all I can remember is him picking my best friend over me and him having sex with her.

"Okay Naya, as long as you're happy, just remember I love you." He said kissing my forehead before going to the door and leaving and leaving me confused. I miss his kisses, I miss his touch, I miss everything about him. I think I'm still in love with him.