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Losing you

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Losing you

I used to think I couldn't go a day without your smile. Without telling you things and hearing your voice back.

Then, that day arrived and it was so damn hard but the next was harder. And I knew with a sinking feeling it was going to get worse and I wasn't going to be okay for a very long time.

Because losing someone isn't an occasion or event. It doesn't just happen once. It happens over and over again. I lose you every time I pick up your favorite coffee mug; whenever that one song plays on the radio, or when I discover your old t-shirt at the bottom of my laundry pile.

I lose you every time I think of kissing you, holding you or wanting you. I go to bed at night and lose you, when I wish I could tell you about my day. And in the morning, when I wake and reach for the empty space across the sheets, I begin to lose you all over again.

-Lang Leav

I. Million Words by The Vamps | II. Everytime by Ariana Grande | III. Breathin by Ariana Grande | IV. No Tears Left to Cry by Ariana Grande | V. Too Good to Say Goodbye by Bruno Mars | VI. Ocean Eyes by Billie Ellish | VII. The Sun Will Come Up, The Seasons Will Change by Nina Nesbitt | VIII. The Well by Sailor | IX. Mutual by Shawn Mendes | X. Moving Along by 5 Seconds of Summer | XI. Better Man by 5 Seconds of Summer | XII. More by 5 Seconds of Summer | XIII. Why Won't You Love Me by 5 Seconds of Summer | XIV. The Night We Met by Lord Huron | XV. Lovely by Billie Ellish | XVI. Back to You by Selena Gomez | XVII. In My Blood by Shawn Mendes | XVIII. Like to Be You by Shawn Mendes | XIX. Why by Shawn Mendes | XX. Because I Had You by Shawn Mendes

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