P.S I Hate You(Laurmani Version) GXG Lesbian

Chapter 21: Confession

Moving on, Lauren pondered on the thought as she replayed the conversation with her father.

It's been two days since their talk. Lauren thought a lot about her father's words and she decided that she had to give it a go. She would tell Normani she loved her, and well what happens from then on is up to her.

On this particular morning she was getting dressed for another day at school. She felt giddy and anxious. There was something different about this day, Lauren felt it in her very being. Call it intuition or whatever you want but today was the day. She ran her hands through her locks absentmindedly.

Lauren didn't really have the opportunity to talk to Normani in the past few days. Every time she's seen the curly haired girl, Mani would basically run in the opposite direction. She was really good at avoiding, and that pissed Lauren off enourmously. Yesterday she even had a fleeting thought about kidnapping Normani so she could talk to her but she figured that wouldn't go so well in her favor.

Applying some lip gloss, she looked herself over in  her huge mirror. She looked a bit tired and melancholic, giving her an unusually fragile look. She tried one of her fake smiles to see if the ice queen was still there somewhere. However she couldn't completely pull off her nonchalant look. Her condescending demeanor was still apparent in her stature but it wasn't as intense as before. Her smile faltered a bit and she shook her head.

Oh Normani what do you do to me?

She looked back at the reflecting green gaze, and as if finally coming to a conclusion she nodded to herself in the mirror.

I would even give you up. My shield, my emotionless cold passenger, I'd give you up for her. And I will if that's what I need to have her love.

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Val glared at the icy brunette as she strolled down the corridor. Her gaze unfaltering, her head held high and a slight sway of her hips as she walked, turning heads as students somewhat slowed their actions to stare at her. Leaning against the wall, his jaw clenched hard, Val wished he could burn holes in her head. Squinting his eyes at her he observed the brunette. He concluded there was something different about her today. She was still her bitchy self, but she also seemed determined and ferocious.

Val got an uneasy feeling in the pit of him stomach. It seemed like she was up to something,and if he was guessing it would probably have to do something with Normani. Thinking of Normani made him bitter. She continuously rejected his advance and he simply couldn't believe how she could still be in love with a bitch such as Lauren. Lauren's sensual perfume probed his nostrils as she passed by him. He followed her with his eyes, admitting to himself that she was a gorgeous girl but still hating her because she stole Normani away from him.

Lauren sat impatiently through her first class, fidgeting with her pen the whole time. She was thinking of possible scenarios of her confession, and somehow the more she thought about it, the more badly they ended. She could feel her palms sweating and her determination from this morning slowly crumbling. She closed her eyes, completely phasing out of the lecture. Wiping her clammy hands on her uniform, she inhaled deeply.

Lauren you can do this, she encouraged herself. After a long second she opened her eyes.

Thankfully the teacher didn't notice her internal struggle. Every couple of minutes Lauren looked at her watch waiting for the next class so she can see Normani. Finally after what seemed like forever, the bell rung, signalling the end of the class. Hoping she looked composed, Lauren walked to her next class. She sat in her place, seeing that Normani wasn't here yet. A pang of fear went through her and irrational thoughts swarmed her mind.