Mr. Nerd's SECRET!

9. What is It?

We got into the car. There was a long silence, it was awkward? "Mr. Yi, where do you want to go?" said the chofer. He then turn his head to me "how are you feeling?" Hmm.... I wasn't even sick to begin with...

"I'm totally fine!" I used my fake smile, but it looked somehow realistic. "Hahahha, guess you're fine since sounding so cheerful." Qian Xi pat my head while laughing. It make me blushed and I'm angry because of that. "Mr. Han, to the mall please." He replied to his chofer after some time. "Why to the mall?" I asked him. "To have some fun!" He smile at his replied. He's somehow cut- cute...

I'm seriously out of my mind. Arggg!!! I'm tired. I stare at him. "What's wrong?" He got that questionable face on. Looking so innocent. "I'm sleepy, please wake me up when we are there." As he was about to speak I already closed my eyes.

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There was Mr. Nerd sitting on his chair. I approach him slowly hearing him muttering things. I was about to reach him. But, he slowly was disappearing. ' It's all your fault' ' It's all your fault' ' it's all your fault' that voice, it keeps replaying that sentece over and over that it makes me feel guilty. "I'm sorry..." I said. I feel someone shaking me as I slowly open my eyes.

Seeing an idol name Yi Yang Qian Xi in front of me with a worried face. "Hey, are you alright? Why you are crying?" Was I crying? I touched my face as I could feel the tears rolling down from my cheeks. It feel so realistic.

"I just had a nightmare, th- all." I fell embarrassed... How could I cry...? But somehow, it didn't stop. The tears. They keep rushing down from my eyes, every time more faster than the last one. Suddenly I understand why I can't stop, I am sad. Because of him, maybe he was really a nerd. But I think I went to far. Why was it that he committed suicide? Was it because of how I treated him? Mr. Nerd please tell me. What was wrong? If I could turn back time.... I wouldn't treated you so badly. I want to change, for good. Jackson Yi I am sorry, would you forgive me? I'm really sorry for all the things....

"Hey, it's going to be alright. Don't worry too much." He approach and hug me, caressing my hair. Whispering those words that I have always wanted to hear. His voice was so calm, so comforting.

It feels like I could stay in his embrace and never get tired of hearing his voice. I let myself cry silently. It's been like almost an hour since we got to the mall. But, because I was crying and he was comforting me... "Thanks" I muttered, giving the best smile I could show now of how grateful I was for him to comforted me.

" I'ts nothing" He smile as he let me go from his embrace. When he let go I was kinda sad. He was so warm... *blush* *blush* *blush* OmgOMgomG!! With that thought of Yi Yang Qian Xi hugging me while comforting me I was going crazy. I'M REALLY GOING CRAZY!!!!!!!

He looked at me worried as if I would cry again. But, I was blushing. Argghhhhh!!! God! what's happening to me!!!!!!! "Let's go?" Qian Xi reach my hand with his. "Yea-yeah" I still having the face red as a potato respond to him tembling.

He grab my hand and we went out of the car. The wind blew gently as I could feel it in my face. Such a nice weather and atmosphere. I'm quite happy even though I don't know why.

Little did I know what actually is happening to me...

The feeling of blushing constantly and feeling happy for no reason.
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A/N:

Greetings^^ yeah, I know it's been a long time... Now that I think about it. Almost every chapter I write that (^_^.)

Sorry for saying sorry many times XD *laughs awkwardly* Just to let you guys know that I was busy with school and still will be until December... Sad right?

I really want to finish this book in this year. Exited? Cause I am! Thanks for your patience and I love you guys (｡>﹏<｡)♡

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