Scared to love

15. then do it

I want to kiss him so badly...

"Then do it." He says looking down at me I stop for a minute and look into his eyes the storm that was once in his eyes had calmed to peaceful waves.

"I like you." He said as he put his hands on my waist pulling me closer to where there was no space left between us. Our lips crashed together I stopped for a moment stunned I started to feel him pull away so I leaned into him deepening the kiss.

Our lips moved in perfect harmony like 2 puzzle pieces.
*ring ring ring*

I pull away and I look up to see him smiling.
"Uhh we have P.E.." I say as I turn around to start walking to P.E. jake turns when I do like he know I am going there you just told him idiot
well thanks me
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"Hey Riley." Jake says as we enter the furnesse ( I only say this because it is really hot in there)
"Yeah jakey." I say as I put my stuff down and take off my shoes.
"Do you like me to." Jake says as I stand up. I walk over to jake and get on my tiptoes and give him a kiss on the cheek.
"Yeah I think I do." I say tapping my chin as I look at jake. I see confusion and heartbreak.
"Y..yo..you think." Jake says stuttering saying he is nervous and mad at the same time.
"I am kidding." I say and start walking into the gym.
Jake walks close behind me I look back to see him fidiling with his hand nervously.
"Dude I am kidding yes I like you." I say punching his shoulder. After I say his he stops fidiling with his hands.

As he leans in to give me a kiss. He is almost at the point where if I moved my head our foreheads would touch. I got you now.. I think before our lips could touch I grabbed my water bottle out of the side of my bag and squirted it all of it on Jake. I ran laughing like a mad woman to the dressing rooms to get changed. After I quit laughing and put on my clothes. I went out to see of jake was there he wasn't.
After gym was over I searched for him after classes before classes. After about the 5 time of me looking for him it was lunch time so I gave up...

:::::skip school::::::::::::::

Since Jake was not here I walked home jakes house was only 5 down from mine. So I decided to be a good friend and check up on him.

As I enter his house I hear this. Oh your so hot why do you have to hang out with her all the time?
Curiosity gets the best of me. As I walk into the room I think I heard the words from I see this.
I open the door so I can see better but clumsy me had to fall good good job Riley way to go idiot.

I get up so I can stand up and I see Rachel the school popular girl sitting in jakes lap kissing him.

Jake notices me and pushes Rachel of him.

"I am so sorry." He says face palming him self. I look ever him to see Rachel getting up and death glaring me. "I ju.." I stop him in his tracks as tears stream down my face like a river.

"NO LET ME TELL You something I actually thought you were different BUT I GUESS I WAS WRONG YOU ARE JUST LIKE BLAKE." And with that I run down the stairs and our the door.
I run all the way to my house I don't stop running until I get to my room.

I know why he did that I am just not enough am I maybe I am to fat. I mean I bet Rachel doesn't have stretch marks.. maybe if I don't eat he will like me... I am so tired and with that thought my eyes flutter shut.

"Honey supper is ready." My mom says shaking me awake .

"No jake you wanted Rachel." I say as I sit straight up my eyes opening imedantly. I look around and see my mom with a worried look on her face.

"Honey are you ok." My mom says placing her hand on my head.

"Yeah mom just a bad dream I guess." I say not looking her in the eyes.