Scared to love

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Hi guys hope you love jake I love him he is so hot 😍😍 well guess you guys want to read the book so go read it.

🌺Rileys point of view 🌸🌺

No I am done with him..
Right as I think that he has the nerve to stop in front of me and say...
"Hi baby you ok I have.."
And with that I cut him off
"Don't you dare say oh baby." I said looking at him ten looking at jake for a split second he is confused and looks like he is wanting to comfort me but just not know knowing I am really mad 😡 I continue to talk at him "you are playing with me like a doll," I say letting go off jake so jake takes his hand and puts them on my hip just in cause I fall or get light headed standing fermly behind me I look at him and he nodes for me to continue he looks so mad 😡 but back to me I say "I am not your doll you don't think I know maybe if you would quit but dialing people maybe they would not know...you know what Blake forget you you are rude, stupid,naive, and you know what I bet you don't even remember the day we got together."
I say fighting back tears but I continue "I loved you heck I did not even know what love was until I meet you I feel in love with everything about you from the small thing to the big things and know I don't even know what love is I just have one question for you." I said now taking a big step forward making out faces only a few inches away
"yes." He said nervously
"Did you even like me or fall in love with me did I mean anything to you." I say trying to spill everything into a crying fit. "If it is not clear we are over heck we're we even together."
" Yes you made it crystal and yes if someone ask
You out and you say yes then you are going out look I really did think you were cute but no I never loved you and I never will you are just a.." Blake said looking straight into my eyes knowing that any second I would bust open into tears 😭 but jake stepped in front of me putting distance in between me and Blake getting right in his face with a peed off look saying
"I am ashamed to be even in the same species as you you are no excuse for a human being you don't toy with girls.." he said finishing clutching his hands in a ball I knew exactly what he was going to do "NO." I shout dragging jake outside.
As I drug him outside the bell rang.
"Hey umm I need a ride home." I say
"Ok blue jay." He said
"Blue jay" I wispered to my self ask am about to open the door he comes running to open the door.
"Thank you ." I say getting in and closing the door. I watch as he walked to the other side of the car..dang he is built he does have a nice butt..I think 💭 as I bite my nails (bad habit opps) he is hott...I made eye contact with him as he got in the door he had this smirk 😏 on his face. Why do guys smirk so much..
"Hey blue jay." He said waving his fingers in my face .
"Eww get your nasty fingers out of my face and yess what did you want." I said looking at him. As he pulled out of school.
"Where do you live." He said
I told him all the turns. We reached my house.....why did jake stand up for me....I think them I felt something squeeze my hand out it was jake...I look him in the eyes for what seems like for ever jake leaned in then I realized are we about to kiss.. yass we are hopefully. I look at his lips and like mine I look and his eyes look at my lips I lean in and....