Today is your 17th birthday. Happy Birthday, I hope it is a good one. I wish that you wanted wanted me there to celebrate this special day with you like we did before. We had fun that day, your birthday, I remember as if it was just yesterday.
I know you don't want me there and aren't even thinking about me but sadly, I'm still wishing that you were thinking about me and wishing that I was there with you.
Your birthday is a difficult day for me because it reminds me of you and honestly, I'm not ready to just "get over it" and "move on" because it's not just a "normal day" for me.
On your birthday we shared a special moment together. A moment that I will probably never forget. I wish I could forget. Forget what we shared, our friendship, our relationship, the good times, and he bad times. But mostly, I wish I could forget you... Remembering you hurts me in way that I cannot even begin to explain.
You told me on your birthday that your birthday wish was me. You said you wished that as soon as you got me that you would never have to let me go and that after high school you could make me yours forever. You said that when the time was right for us you'd make that happen. You said our future was what you wished for... I guess your wish didn't come true...
xo
-A
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RomancePathetic letters I write to the boy that broke my heart. I don't actually send them
